I starve to be thinner
But I know it won't happen
You beg me to eat
And I made another promise
I cut to be in control
But I know it's only temporary feeling
You asks me to stop
And I gave you my blades
I smoke to be calm
But it won't work
You don't know
And I gave it up
I drink to be happy
But I can't stand the hangover
You don't know me at all
And I won't stop drinking
I have suiciedal throughts to have a plan
Because I can't stand this place
You think I'm happy but really all I want is to die
And I won't stop until I am finally dead
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dear diary I want to die
Şiirthis is the second book to save me before it's to late and it doesn't matter if you haven't read the first one because this is pretty much poems and short stories and notes. and all so what is in this book means a lot to me so please don't dis me. I...
