1 in the morning
You told me not to go through with my ations
Half past we talked and talked about are problmes
You told me you loved me
2 in the morning
I made myself a drink and got my tablets wile talking to you
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My mind was made up
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You asked what i was doing
And i said getting a drink but you know me to well
You told me not to be stupied and to think
You told me you would die
You told me you would have to live with regret of not doing enough to stop me
You told me i mean more to you than anyone
You fucking told me you couldnt lose me
But there i was going to end it
I just needed to hear your voice see your face for the last time
I wanted you to be the last person i saw
You looked like you were going to cry
Eyes red and watery
I just apolagised wile you got angry
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Look im still here
But you dont see me
But i stopped
Im still breathing
YOU ARE READING
dear diary I want to die
Poetrythis is the second book to save me before it's to late and it doesn't matter if you haven't read the first one because this is pretty much poems and short stories and notes. and all so what is in this book means a lot to me so please don't dis me. I...
