You sit there with a smile
And I'm scared
You ask questions about my life
And I answer bending the truth slightly
Then you ask the question I dread
"do you have suicidal thoughts?"
What should I say
I told you the truth
"yes"
You wrote on your paper
I was getting worried
"have you planed your suicide?"
What...
Yes many times I know what to do and my note is already under my pillow
But I lied I lied like I have done for years
...
My final answer
"no"
And you wrote it off as nothing
Wait no I lie
You said its fliting suicide thoughts
...
They are still there aren't they?
I still want to die
I have everything sorted
...
Ready for when I need to
When its time
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YOU ARE READING
dear diary I want to die
Poesíathis is the second book to save me before it's to late and it doesn't matter if you haven't read the first one because this is pretty much poems and short stories and notes. and all so what is in this book means a lot to me so please don't dis me. I...
