Illusional Love (PENDING)

One

"Don't you think it's time for you to meet someone new?" I look up from my drink, which is a fruit punch from here, my favorite hang-out spot, Jildo's Rocky. What is she thinking about? She's really talking nonsense.

Yeah so I'm Savannah Mills. Born in 19th of August at 1995, so my star sign is Leo, the Lion. Don't be surprised if I could get angry over something suddenly. And my mood changes so fast like a running hyena.

I'm still in university in my last year, so it's like on my fifth semester at UCLA. Actually I'm in Theatrical School because acting is my life. I always got in acting class since primary school and got the main role of the drama. Yay for me.

I had a dream for being an actress in Hollywood Company but it seems like so impossible. I wanna be like Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Aniston, Julia Roberts, and Cameron Diaz, they're all so talented and I don't know why. I wanna be like them or at least like one of them. And yes, I'm an ambitious dream reacher beast.

I'm snapped to reality by the picking finger in front of me. "What?" I ask her as I shoot her a glare. What is she talking about anyway?

Well, meet my Britney and she has never been talking directly to the point of what she wants to say. And sometimes she could be an idiot or even worst, an autism, or at least I think she is.

"I mean seriously, you've been single for four years and denying every guy's offers to date. It's like you haven't got over Sean, you know." Oh, what the fuck. How could she think like that? It's been fucking four years, long enough for me to forget that asshole. Oh and he wasn't worth to be remembered anyway. What? He was the best football quarterback of the year? Who gives a shit about that?

Just for you to know, Sean was a complete asshole that I should have ignored since the first day. Yeah, he got that curved jawline, thick eyebrows, thin yet attractive lips, deep match dimples, and green eyes. And when you look down from his face, his body is also towering me and have big muscles everywhere. He's like every girl's dream guy. Like you know masculinity and also he had that gesture, a fucking gentleman gesture that would make every girl's head over heels at him on the first date.

At the first time I got into a school named Kingsley High which is in Seattle, I had no idea who's this guy that always seems to stare at me every time I passed him in the hallway. Then when I asked my first friend there, since I was a transfered student from Atlanta, and her name is Brittany, as in this Brittany who is in front of me, said that he was a popular jock in the school. Well yeah, he was always hanging with the cheerleaders and the other jocks that mostly from football after a few months I'd been there.

But then one day when I was putting my books into locker at the break time, he was standing right behind my locker door and making me jumped out of death when I closed my locker. I really had no idea that time of what he wanted to do, but then after a quite long silence, I mean it's only like five seconds of silence, but I considered it as a quite long silence, he started to say hi and asked me if I wanted to go on a date with him or not. And I was like WHAT?! then froze in my spot, didn't know what to react nor answer about that. So then I just came along with but I don't know you look and he asked me for my phone for him to put his number on my contact so whenever I was ready, I'd just call him and say yes.

After a few days of that moment, I finally decided that I'd accept the offer. So then we went on a date and continued it as my feelings grew stronger with him. And then one day, we were just going about eight months but then somehow I found him cheating behind my back with Cassandra, from cheerleading squad. Big thank you for my silly chemistry-mates, Nate. I slapped him right in front of that bitch and kicked his balls. With that I left him with a smile on my face and nearly didn't give a crap about any of those shits.