Illusional Love (PENDING)

Eighteen

       The day has been raining nonstop and I wonder if the rain drops had ever been being hurt for storming down and hitting the ground in a matter of milliseconds. Uni has just given me a break for winter holiday even winter in LA has never been really a winter. Sure it may have been cold like it's snowing but the snow has never really that much that would cover the ground. So can't really have the opportunity for making snowman or drawing angels at the snow ground because there is no snow ground.

        I'm still astonished of what happened back at last Saturday and today is Thursday. I didn't know that there would be any reactions or even offerings from Universal for me to join their company. This is kinda insane, but well, I love it in the same size of insanity. And I didn't know that Mr. Raleigh can even have a contact from Universal and called them right away to watch our performance that night. All of them still surprised me somehow. And I realize I will be never enough thanking Mr. Raleigh by giving me such an opportunity to be watched by a billionaire-millionairish company such as Universal Studios.

I guess that's what for having a hard work and a good karma cycle. Miracles can happen any day when you have a good karma cycle. I can even stop thanking God every each day for what He has done to me because without Him, I wouldn't have the opportunity to feel this way.

Since I told my friends on what the opportunities I just got a week ago, they wanted for me to celebrate it with them. Well like you would expect a party, but no, it's not just a party but it's more like a dinner with long table that's full with beer glasses. The surrounding is also filled by R&B and Pop-Rock music so that's why it was like a party. Or semi-party. And that semi-party is actually at the place called Escalá, as in the new place they've also just figured out a week ago. Well the one they had asked me to join them but I couldn't. Who am I kidding? It was a day before my performance so I chose to stay at my apartment.

        The weather's kept me on my bed since I don't know when because it was just so cold. I snuggle closer to my cover and close my eyes by the music that I put my headphones on my ears. It was probably an old wreck song that I don't even know but I enjoy it anyway. I asked Penny to fill the music into my phone a year ago since I know she has the same taste of music just like me. But I was kinda wrong because most of her songs were old songs. Like you know, Shania Twain, Lionel Richie, Faith Hill, Celine Dion, or whoever they are.

        I know that they are really popular back when it was at the 90's or at 00's but still I wasn't really into it. But well my mind rejects me somehow, because listening to their songs had made me relax even more. Like Norah Jones' songs, they are something I would call as relaxing songs.

        But then something interrupted my phone to see my sister, Sienna, calling me. So I pick my phone up from the nightstand and tap to accept the call. I'm wondering what she has to say because she is currently so busy for baby stuffs since now that her pregnancy has reached like about over 4 months old.

       "I can't believe it! I can't believe it!!" Her sounds squealing at my ear and I back my phone away for her because her voice is so loud.

       "I guess mom told you." I tell her ever so relaxed. Blame it to the music I guess.

       "Yeah, who else." I can sense her rolling her eyes. We're actually not really like a close siblings who would tell everything to each other on our daily basis. So that's just that. We got information about each other's being as a human from other people, which mostly from our parents. "I'm so happy for you! Oh my God, you just got a massive job offered to you!" There she goes again, squealing but with a series of screaming.

       God, I think my ears just got their deafness for hearing my sister's screaming. I don't scream instead I just chuckle and she clears her throat to say in a pitiful way, "I am so sorry for maybe hurting your ears," You did hurting my ears. But I don't say it. "I guess that's perks of being pregnant. Uncontrollable emotions and hormones." Then she chuckles before squealing again. "Oh my God, I'm so excited!"