Illusional Love (PENDING)

Four

       Kriiiiinnggggg!!

       WHAT THE HELL JUST WOKE ME UP? God please let me stay asleep for awhile...

       Oh thank God now you shut up, phone. Or else I will probably hit your ass down.

       I let out a groan as I roll over to the other side of my bed and get a pillow to cover my ears for the ringing that seems to echo through my ears again, causing myself to hear a head throbbing sound. I don't know what time is it but I'm sure that it's still in the middle of the night. I can tell that I feel so lightweight and high like I was just having drugs instead of some shots because that's how it is. My head feels so dizzy at the time I roll over to the other side of my bed and maybe that's the reason why I let out a groan too.

      I stay steady in my spot as I almost go back to where the pink piggies and rainbow bears are hugging me in the pinky clouds. They're just so cute and I can't resist to not even hugging them one by one. I'm so happy to see the place that I once imagined when I was a child because the sober me would have never dreamed a dream like this. The sober me would have been more mature instead of childishness and ignorant and clueless.

       Aw there you are cute little pinky piggies! I hug them one by one and can't even let them go from my embrace. Pinching their furry puffy cute cheeks and their little pinky noses. I can't help but awwing myself at them as I scoot myself over towards them even closer.

       Krrrriiiinnngggg!

      Why is it again? You just ruined my beauty cutie dreams, phone!

       "Shut up, you little prick non-alive thing!" I shout as I close my ears with the pillow tighter. I let out another groan as I squeeze my eyes tighter, as if trying to prevent my head to be a little bit dizzier than it already has.

       Groaning by the dizziness I'm feeling, I slowly get up from my sleep state position and take my phone from the night stand. Seeing that Brit is on the line and I'm just some kind like a lazy teenager as always. I moan at her choice for intruding my deep slumber with pinky piggies. Not because they're cute, but it's because she's just live invading my personal time with them. And that's super annoying.

       "Yes, Brittie?" I greet her lazily, rubbing my eyes as I try to open my eyes that's just becoming a pair of slits. It's 2 AM in the morning, who am I kidding?

       "Where have you been? I'm looking around the club for you and I've been calling you for like a million times, but you've never answered." Her voice sounds a little panic but who cares? I'm tired and oh my head is like a goddamn sniper.

       I yawn and blink my teary eyes. Oh there you are pinky piggy! Come here, you little cutie..

       "Are you listening to me?" Brit snaps at me, dragging me back to reality as I snap my eyes open again. They will look like bloodshot red right now but who cares? No one would see me like this anyway and in this hour, because I just had this apartment for my own right now. I laugh at how lucky I am right now that makes me earn a desperate sigh from the speaker. "Okay, whatever. I just wanna tell you that I won't be home tonight so don't wait up for me. See ya tomorrow."

Much more luckier for me, I guess. I laugh again illogically which the drunken state I'm in taking controls over my body. She heaves a long sigh again before saying goodbye and remind me to take care of myself because she's not here to watch and babysit me tonight. She's my best friend but she chooses to hook-up over me! I almost snort again before laughing again uncontrollably.

       With that she hangs up the phone, like she's giving up on me. Get yourself here, my little cutie! I hug that pinky piggy tightly and throw her with kisses as much as I can give her before I laugh again. Her snorts voice is just so cute and I can't resist on it. I simply just shrugged every problem on my life being by exhaling a deep breath that seems I've been holding since Brit called.