Dimitri's Secret Desire

Chapter 21

When they returned to the packhouse they made sure it was vacant of Dimitri's pack. He told them he didn't want to deal with any drama, he was beyond tired. Rosalie watched him carefully, noticing the exhaustion in his eyes. She eventually decided to go to her room as Xavier and Xander got the pack settled in.
She had just reached her door when someone tapped her shoulder. She spun around to see Sage and Sara behind her, their eyes showing worry.

"Is it true? Our dad attacked you?" Sage asked.

Rosalie swallowed, "Who told you that?"

"So it is true...I can't believe he actually lost control..." Sara whispered.

"Who told you?" Rosalie asked again.

"Some girl from your old pack." Sage answered.

Rosalie sighed, "Let me guess, Rachel?"

"That would be her."

"I'm gonna kill her. Listen, yes he lost control because Rachel brought up your mother." Rosalie explained. "I didn't exactly react calmly."

Sage frowned, "Oh, well, that explains it. But I'm still shocked that he attacked you."

Rosalie sighed, "We talked about it and he's truly sorry."

"He's going to keep doing this unless he can completely let go of our mother. I just don't know how he can escape the pain of it." Sara sighed in defeat.

"Let go of your mother?" She asked.

Sage nodded, "He still has that connection until he fully mates with someone else. Just like you'll always have a pull towards Cyrus until you fully mate with someone else. Rejection is just the first step."

"So, he still has feelings for your mother."

It wasn't a question, it was a statement that all three knew was true. Rosalie knew that no matter how hard he tried burying his feelings for Christine that they would always be there. Unless someone manages to change that, but she had doubts. Just like she was supposed to still have some feelings for Cyrus that would
make it harder for her to not spend time with him.

"Don't worry, he won't think of her at all in a few weeks. Just give him some time." Sage assured her.

Rosalie frowned, "Why? Are you going to kill her or something?"

"No, something else. We won't do anything, but it's up to you and our father to change both of your ways. You'll understand." Sara said before dragging her sister away.

"Goodnight!" They both called before disappearing into their room.

"Those girls are weird." Her wolf commented.

Rosalie rolled her eyes and walked into her room, closing the door behind her. She released a breath, frowning as she stared at the ground. She knew Dimitri was still not over Christine, even though he was surely falling for her. She couldn't understand what the girls meant about her and Cyrus. She did have that connection to him, but it was weak. She no longer wanted him as a lover, but more as a friend now.
It slightly hurt to know that even if Dimitri did end up telling her that he loved her, she wouldn't be the only one he loved.

"He doesn't love Christine, he's only attracted to her." Her wolf spoke. "He won't stop being attracted to her until he fully mates with someone else. Like us."

She didn't reply to her wolf, instead she blocked her and went to shower. She has had enough drama for one day, her and Dimitri are just friends. Even though they admitted to having a crush on each other that one night, it wasn't true love.

She sighed as she started the water in the bath tub.

"I don't even know what true love is anymore." She thought to herself.