Lost Words [discontinued]

{ Chapter 34-Wake Me Up }

(SONG: Fix You- Coldplay)

[Harry's POV]

I sat in the waiting room of the hospital, along with Louis, who did his best to comfort me. Though no matter how hard he tried, nothing, absolutely nothing, could ever make me feel, not even at the slightest bit, at all better after what had just happened. When we drove to the hospital, following the ambulance of which carried my Addy, I could only cry. Louis tried so hard not to break down into tears as well, because he was the one to drive, and we couldn't have two additional members enrolled in the emergency room due to a sorrowful car accident.

Sitting in the cold waiting room, I couldn't stop remembering her body, and how it was leaned over the tile floor, covered in crimson blood. Speaking of which, she had lost too much to really grasp the concept. But the paramedics came quicker than I could have ever imagined, so I knew if they had shown up at their moderately usually time, she most likely would not have made it. I was grateful to Louis for pressuring them by presenting himself with his well known title of being in our popularly world wide band.

When we were in the car, I was told to call people. To inform them of what happened. I decided to call Liam, because he was always so good at handling things. But when I told him, I completely freaked out, though I didn't know why. About five minutes afterward, I could barely even recall what happened, so I didn't take pay much a attention to it. I called Cody next. It broke my heart to hear her completely fall apart, and take in the innocent sound of her sobbing, because if she was devastated about it, it would mean that it was real. I didn't want to, because I knew it'd be awkward, considering of what I did only couple hours before, Louis ordered me to ring Niall. I really, really did not want to call him. I mean, why would I after he listened in on Addy and I when we were... busy? But I had to. Though I was extremely glad that he didn't pick up. I knew I was acting like a dick, but that was what he deserved. I didn't have to call Zayn, for Liam wanted to take responsibility.

When we got to the hospital, Addison was immediately put into the emergency room. And while I sat in wait, it seemed like everything, my life, had all gone wrong. Like I was being absorbed in a black hole and there was no way of escaping.

"Guys, what happened?" I heard the sudden familiar Irish accent shout. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see him walking toward Louis and I. Liam was with him, so I figured they carpooled.

We, as well as Liam, were all too shaken to speak and tell Niall, though I was certain he had an idea. I couldn't find myself to look at any of them, because it didn't matter. The only thing significant to this situation was Addison . I wanted to be by myself, with my own thoughts, my own worry and sorrow, and no one else's ;to sulk.

Suddenly, Niall approached me, stopping directly at my feet. "What did you do?!"

What did I do? Me? I had done nothing. I had absolutely nothing to do with the actions that she partook, and that quickly infuriated me. I looked up at him, meeting his gaze.

"I didn't do anything," I plainly stated.

"That's fucking bullshit!" His voice was rumbling with rage, but I could see that he wasn't all mad. I knew he was really upset about it. He just wanted someone to blame, because just knowing him, he wasn't going to blame Addison. But he sure as hell wasn't going to blame me. "You were with her last! Am I just supposed to believe it was all a fucking accident?! This is all your fault!"

I could feel my skin starting to burn as I furiously fisted my hands. I didn't want to overreact in this place. Not when Addy was in major pain and most likely going through surgical treatment. But the way Niall accused me of what happened was pushing me too far. I stood up from my chair to come face to face with him, I having the advantage of being slightly taller. I gazed into his eyes, my head barely tilted to the side as attempting intimidation. Though, he was doing just the same, and wasn't showing any signs of cowardliness.