Terrence / Kim Taehyung

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2 chapter to go! Omg! Hindi ako makapaniwala.

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Terrence,

Isa, dalawa, tatlo. Tandang tanda ko pa nung una kitang makitang sumayaw. Your smooth moves at yung kamangha mangha mong malalim na boses. Who would reject the feeling of liking you, right? At isa na ako doon. Isa sa mga babaeng walang karapatang ayawan ka.

I like you, I want you, I admire you, I love you. And how I wish that you feel the same. Kaso hindi na pwede, simula pa lang hindi na pwede. Sino ba naman ako hindi ba? I'm just a nobody. A stupid, assuming fucking nobody who doesn't deserve your single glimpse.

But you know why? Lumakas ang loob ko. Hindi man sa personal pero kinakaya kitang kausapin. I mean, wtf? Terrence Kim? Kakausapin ang isang Naizz Isla? Ang pangit nyang tignan kung gagawing picture.

Pero after ilang months nating pag uusap. Yung pangilan ngilan mong reply. Yung sarcastic mong tawa. Yung pagmumura mo tapos pambabara sakin. Lahat ng yun, minahal ko sayo.

Don't you know that I was so damn scared that moment you told me you like me too? Eh kasi naman, epistolary ang theme ng lovelife ko. Parang hindi kapani paniwala.

Ang sayang isipin ano? You like me. Finally! Yung crush ko crush din ako. Kaso...kaso hindi parin eh. Bumalik yung ex mo. Bumalik si Elise at binalikan mo rin naman. At ito ako, naiwan. Hahaha.

Alam mo Terrence, Bebe Labs, Mahal, Namnam, lahat na! Tanggap ko naman pag hindi ka babalik eh. Tanggap ko naman kahit na hindi tayo ang ending. Huwag lang naman sanang kailangan mo pang isakripisyo yung buhay mo. Hindi ko kasi kaya. Masyado kitang mahal.

Sandali ah, kakantaha kita, "And I hate how much I love you boy, I can't stand how much I need you. And I hate how much I love you boy, but I just can't let you go...

...and I hate that I love you so."

-Naizz.

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This is so late I know, nicheck ko kasi para sa Book 2 at nakita kong hindi pala to napublish. Sayang naman. Ayan! Napublish ko na! HAHAHAHA! Salamat! Guysue. Mwaps :)