bulletproof in black like a funeral

blurryface makes a brief return

"You're cheating, you have to be cheating" Tyler said defeated-ly as he threw his controller on the floor and his character came in second to Josh for the fifteen thousandth time.

"No, Tyjo. I'm just that good, I told you I let you win last time" Josh said with a smirk. Tyler groaned and fell back onto Josh's bed. Josh followed suit and layed down next to his boyfriend.

"It's been a crazy week" Tyler said quietly, reaching out to grab Josh's hand. "I'm glad Patrick is going to be okay"

"Yeah, it's been hectic. I'm glad too. I hope Pete's gonna be okay. This must've been awful for him" Josh said sympathetically as he rubbed his thumb over Tyler's knuckles. Tyler sighed in agreement and rolled over to tuck himself into Josh's side, his head placed in the crook of the red head's neck.

For a while they both sat there listening to each other's breathing. Tyler felt calm for the first time in the last two weeks. "Hey Tyler," Josh whispered. Tyler hummed in response. "Is anyone home?" Tyler shook his head, his hair brushing against Josh's forehead. "Okay" Tyler said through a smile 

Suddenly Josh straddling Tyler's hips and was kissing him. Tyler groaned in surprise but quickly started kissing Josh back. Tyler moaned quietly as Josh bit down on his lip and pushed his tongue into his mouth.

Josh ground his hips down into Tyler's, eliciting a moan from the red head. "Ty" Josh moaned. "Ty, do you wanna..." He trailed off, hoping Tyler would get the point.

"Yeah, frick yeah" Tyler said, sliding down a bit to begin kissing Josh's neck. He licked down to his collar bone and bit down and began sucking, hoping to leave a mark to look at later. "Have you ever? With a guy?" Tyler breathed awkwardly between kisses and bites.

"Y-Yeah" Josh said as his hips twitched in hope of getting some friction. "You?"

"No, never" Tyler said blushing as if it was possible for his face to get any redder. "You're the first guy I've ever done anything with"

"Ty, I'm gonna treat you so good baby" He whispered as he rolled his hips against Tyler's, moaning as he felt his erection rub against his. Then Josh was pulling both of their shirt off and quickly began to kiss Tyler's neck.

Josh reached for Tyler's waist band and all of the sudden Tyler was panicking and Blurry was bothering him again. It was inevitable, really Tyler, he was going to find out and stop loving you at some point. He sat bolt upright as Blurryface took over his thoughts, he accidentally knocked Josh back a bit and startled him. Was he ready for Josh to know about all of his problems? What if Blurry was right, it felt like Blurryface was always right. Tyler wasn't sure how he would deal with Josh breaking up with him. But if he went on with this then that was it, Josh would have to know.

"Joshua I-" Tyler said as he frantically grabbed Josh's wrist to stop him. Now your just making a fool of yourself Tyler, just show him already, you didn't deserve his love anyway. Josh pulled back immediately and looked into his boyfriends eyes with concern.

"What's wrong Ty? Are you having seconds thoughts? We don't have to do anything don't worry" Josh said reassuringly.

"No, no I want to. Of course I want to. It's just that..." He paused for a moment unsure of how to phrase it when suddenly Blurry was speaking up again, Spit it out Tyler. "I have problems and I know it's bad that I do this but I can't help myself okay? It's fine, really. I just have to do it. Do you see the lines on my stomach? Maybe not but I used to do it there too but I stopped and they faded. I just hope you won't think I'm weird or hate me I just-" Tyler rambled on, his brain throwing up word after word. You didn't even tell him what It is Tyler do you really expect him t- and then Josh just shushed him and hugged him tightly, stunning Blurry into silence completely.