Mother like to Ciel

Chapter 5 What have I done?

~My point of view

I sat in my bed tears streaming down my face all I could think about was Ciel and what I had done to him. 'Why the fuck am I so stupid?! A Childs soul!' there was only one way to make this right I had to go see Sebastian that would fix things. I walked to Ciel's room first he was sleeping I walked in and knelt down to kiss his forehead and whispered "I love you Ciel." He shifted a little I dashed out of there with my gifted speed I didn't want him to know what I was going to do. I walked to the living room and opened a portal and walked through. I ended up right in front of a crying Sebastian in his room. I gasped and he looked up angrily I stepped back fearfully he had me against the wall in a second hands pinned above my head. "Come to gloat have you?" he asked glaring at me I looked down as hot tears fell harder he placed two fingers on my chin and made me look up he actually looked sympathic I was shocked "No I haven't I've come to speak with you about Ciel." He tightened his grip on my hands and growled "What that you and your new son are perfectly fucking happy?! That Ciel hates me now thanks to you?!" he looked down and something slid down his face he loosened his grip enough for me to get one hand out I took my thumb and wiped his tear away I cupped his face in my hand he looked up at me shocked "I'm sorry Sebastian. This isn't what I wanted! Not for him! I always wanted the best for him he wanted to make the contract and I said yes because I wanted to make him happy his wish was to have a full family to be loved again till the day he died then I would have to take his soul and I don't want his soul! I love him like a mother would." I looked down dropping my hand to my side. "That was what he wished for?" he asked I looked up and nodded, suddenly he grabbed my waist and pulled me toward him he smashed his lips onto mine I kissed back gingerly still crying. He gripped me tighter and mumbled "Stop crying my lady." I then sensed a presence he must have sensed it too because we broke apart and looked at a terrified Ciel who took off running. "Ciel Wait!" I called after him but he just cried "You lied to me! All you fucking demons do is lie and toy with prey!" I cried and chased after him. Sebastian ran beside me calling after him as well. Then a portal opened and gloved hands grabbed him and pulled him through as it closed I fell. "Ciel!" I screamed passing out.

~Ciel's point of view

I felt Mandy's lips press against my forehead and I heard her whisper to me. When I tried to open my eyes she vanished. She didn't notice but I followed her out I watched as she opened a portal and vanished I stood confused 'Where could she have gone?' I wondered Then another portal opened I thought it was her coming back so I ran up to it happily but my smile dropped seeing it was someone else he looked like Sebastian only with golden eyes and a different hair style and Sebastian's clothes looked much better than this shit. "Hello Ciel, that half breed you call a mother is betraying you right now." I looked confused "What? Who are you anyway?" I asked he shook his head "Not important but I will show you the betrayal if you wish." I nodded and he pulled me through the portal and there I saw my mother and my former butler making out I stood there terrified 'Mandy has betrayed me and now she is with him?!" I started crying they looked at me shocked they tried talking to me but I just ran and screamed at them for doing this to me. The portal opened again and he pulled me through.

~Sebastian's point of view

I knew it was Claude I could tell by the gloves he wore nobody but him is that damn tacky. I picked Mandy up bridal style and carried her to my room at least my bed can be of use for once I guess. She was mumbling in her sleep. "Why did you leave? Father Can you even hear me?" she mumbled I wondered about this 'What had happened between her and that demon?' she stirred more it made it hard for me to carry her but I dealt with it I layed her in the bed and pulled the covers over her. I didn't whether or not to lie next to her or not because she kept moving. I wanted so badly to wake her to stop her pain but last time I woke Ciel, from a nightmare he pointed a gun at my forehead so I don't know what she would do if I woke her. With her being half demon she could kill me if she wants and I wouldn't fight her. I stared at her longingly till she calmed down and I layed next to her.