Mother like to Ciel

Chapter 9 Lost heir

~My point of view

I stood facing my father waiting on what he had to say I raised a brow then scoffed "Well get on with your stupid speech so I can kill you then get some fucking Waffles!" I exclaimed he shifted uncomfortably at my tone of voice he looked in my eyes pleading me to listen to him as he began "I met your mother when she was young she was in her twenties and beautiful, I a demon should not have developed feelings for her but I did it's a mistake I don't regret. We made a life together in secret nobody knew about us then one day she became pregnant with you, her health declined fast she almost died giving birth to you the doctors said that she wouldn't make it through another pregnancy that she would die. Soon other demons found out about what I had done news spread and demons came wanting your soul that was rare, Your mother never knew that I was a demon and I never told her I didn't want to scare her and when more and more demons starting coming I knew there was only one thing I could do, I had to seal your powers away and leave you. I'm so sorry Mandy I didn't know they would still find you and awaken your powers." He fell to his knees groveling at my feet sobbing "I beg your forgiveness my dear daughter!" he pleaded I couldn't move I was frozen by his words as tears fell down my face "But how can I? I just don't know father, you left me so young fragile and afraid and demons found me when I was 13 and awakened my powers I had to learn little by little with each battle I fought just to remain alive and protect mother." I sobbed silently I couldn't move 'Why?! What is wrong with me?! Why can't I just say something other than cry?! Why the fuck am I so weak?!' I thought mentally cursing myself he looked up at me "I understand my dearest child, but there is more I must tell you, if you mate with that demon you will become a full blooded demoness and there is one more thing my child, you are the hair to Hell's throne! The young lost princess! You just need to mate with Sebastian and he can be crowned King and you the Queen!" He explained with a bright expression I stared at him shocked "M-Me?! Queen?!" I screeched shocked he smiled brightly at me "I shall come back later so you can process this." He said flashing out I dropped to me knees shaking what does this mean?! Someone knocked on the door I knew it was Sebastian coming to see what the noise was. "My Lady Mandy?" he called I stiffened and put on an emotionless mask "You may come in." I responded monotone he walked into the room with a cart "I have brought you some tea with your dinner, I figured you were not in the mood for dinning with others so I brought it to you. Tonight's dinner is Pork chops, baked potatoes and Carrots steamed of course and the tea is Early Grey." He explained fixing me a plate then handing it to me then my tea he began to walk out but I grabbed his wrist he turned around startled of course by my actions. "Yes? Did you want something else my lady?" he asked I stared at him a moment my thoughts running wild 'Yeah I want something I fucking want you.' I quickly dismissed my thought but the heat in my cheeks told all. "Um My Lady you do know I can hear your thoughts correct?" he asked with a smirk I quickly looked down hair falling in my face covering my eyes but the heat in my cheeks got worse. I remained silent I couldn't speak this was so awkward what was I supposed to tell him? 'Yeah Sebastian I just found out I'm heir to Hells throne and I need to fuck you in order for you to become King! Yeah like that will work! Not!' I thought angrily but regretted it he stared at me shocked Fuck he heard me! "The heir?" he asked and I explained everything I had been told he looked at me with a lust filled look I looked away with Demonic speed he pushed me to the bed but I knocked him to the wall "I Don't wanna Fuck you now! I am a virgin you stupid Asshole!" I exclaimed but shut my mouth embarrassed a blush dusted my cheeks he stared at me wide eyed a moment then walked out I called after him but he didn't come back. 'Fuck! There you go Mandy fucking up yet again!' I thought to myself then covered myself and went to sleep or at least tried I basically layed there all night not sleeping my words echoing in my head and my erratic thoughts buzzing nonstop taunting me. I looked over at the moon and estimated the time to be around 3am I swung my legs over the bed my feet touching the cold floor I stood up and looked into the mirror my eyes were red and puffy as expected from my crying and my hair sticking up in all directions. I rolled my eyes at my appearance and grabbed a brush and ran it through my long dark blue locks that I fixed back into a braid that went down past my waist. My makeup had been layed out on the table that I was sitting at beforehand. I picked up a clean wipe and ran it over my face trying my best to conceal my puffy eyes with powder make up I picked up some mascara and ran it through my eye lashes then moved on to my lipstick a bright crimson of course 'Like Sebastian's eye' I dismissed my unwanted thoughts and put on my dress that was black and fitted to me it hugged my waist and flowed down and stopped just above my knees it had capped sleeves it was kind of casual yet fancy a good mix. I slipped my feet into my ankle black boots that had a small heel to them. 'This will make Sebastian's eyes bug.' I dismissed that thought I didn't want to think about it. There was a knock on my door followed by it opening to reveal a tired Ciel rubbing his eyes he was wearing a long white nightshirt. "Mom?" he asked I looked at him and flashed my motherly smile standing up and walking over to him and kneeling so I was at his level "Yes Honey?" I asked he gave me a hug and sobbed silently "Now that we are back, are you going to leave me?" he asked gripping me tighter I rubbed small circles into his back "Of course not! I'm staying with you sweetie." I soothed he let go looking at me "Why are you dressed up?" he asked I looked down at myself and thought about what to tell him. "I have to go do something sweetie but don't worry I won't be long now why don't I go tuck you back in ok?" I asked tousling his hair and picking him up his arms wrapped around my neck like a child I smiled warmly and carried him to his room and slid him into bed and covered him. "I love you, Sweet dreams." I said lovingly as I bent down and kissed his forehead I blew out the candle he had left and went to leave but he grabbed my wrist. "Mom, Promise me you will never leave me Alone." He asked sounding like a child I walked back and hugged him warmly "I am bound by our contract am I not?" I questioned he nodded but stared at me confused "Is that the only reason you stay?" he asked I shook my head and smiled kissing his forehead once more "I stay because, I love you my son." I said walking away and shutting the door. 'Now what to do about Sebastian' I thought to myself walking down the dimly lit hallway. I came upon Sebastian's room and knocked "Mey-Rin I swear if that's you again I told you, I don't have any more Opium! Go talk to Lau if you need more!" he yelled bitterly I cracked up laughing holding my stomach I wiped the tears of laughter from my eye and composed myself "Um Sebastian, I'm not Mey-Rin and uh I think you both have a drug problem but we can talk about that later." I said though I was still giggling inside. He opened the door and looked me up and down and blushed but hid it quickly with an emotionless mask Damn he was good at that! I looked down at my feet hiding a blush myself seeing as he was only in his underwear. "I um, I came to uh... Ask you if-"he cut me off by grabbing my arm and pulling me into his room locking the door. "Damn some fifty shades of gray shit must go done with you!" I joked he raised a brow and eyed me confused "If I'm going to make you see any color it's gonna be the crimson of my eyes when I fu-" he cut himself off and looked somewhere else I laughed harder and dropped to the floor holding my stomach rolling and laughing he stared at like I was seriously fucked in the head "Are you ill?" he asked confused I composed myself an stood up smirking. "No, I just came to apologize for my actions earlier." I said bowing he eyed me up and down with a smirk "Hmm I'd have to know just how sorry you are my dear are you willing to show me?" he asked I rolled my eyes 'What had I gotten myself into'