F U C K B O Y ; J G

previously..

"i object" jack repeated.

"i can't marry you" he said to madison, she stood there in disbelief.

"w-what?" she asked, chuckling at the end thinking it was a joke.

"its because of her isn't it?" she asked pointing at me. he put his head down, then brought it back up.

"everything is because of her" he said looking at me.

he walked away from madison and hopped over the row infront of me.

"i thought you were like everyone else, i thought you wanted to hurt me when i found out what you and sammy did. but he came here today, he told me what happened, he told me why and showed me everything. why didn't you tell me?" he began. "remy i loved you since we were eighteen, i never gave you the chance to tell me and he told me what i needed to hear. i shut you out for so long, i'm sorry. the day i seen you at the party, i told myself there was a reason i seen you but i couldn't i knew i was doing something i shouldn't, i knew i would fall in love with you all over again and i did. i never should've let you leave that day, the day you came to apologize. i should have told you i loved you, that i forgave you but i didn't. and i missed six years of your life, this could have been our wedding. i could've been marrying the love of my life. i tried to get over you by replacing you and it didn't work.

i don't care what anyone in here thinks of you or us but i know you're what i want. you give me butterflies, you give me everything i want and i took it for granted. please say something, remy. i need to know if you love me, just like the way that i love you" he finished.

i stood there speechless, thinking and recalling what just happened.

thats why jack's hand was cut, that's why sam's nose was bleeding. this is what he ment by make amends. he wanted jack to know the truth, he wanted to help me.

"i love you" i smiled giving him a hug.

life was no longer sad or full of sorrow any more.

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I thought me and Jack were on good terms, I thought finally we could happily be together.

I got over my bad habits and my foolish ways only to realize he hadn't got over his fuckboy ways.