messages ▹matthew daddario

twenty three ; is there somewhere

She was so close to falling asleep on her keyboard.

After Matthew skyped her and apologized a million times, their talk turned into small talks as they both felt the sleep in them coming closer and closer to the edge. Hunter already knew Matthew was asleep in his room as the soft snores from his mouth could be heard through her earbuds that were in. She admired the way his hair went up every time he breathed out air and how soft and squishy he looked.

Hunter just couldn't sleep as she could watch Matthew till the sun came up; like Edward would do to Bella. Hunter was just admiring, not stalking, and would rather compare her relationship to Emily's and Sam's in the twilight series. Matthew was her rock and she loved that he was gonna be there for now.

"You were dancing in your tube socks in our hotel room. Flashing those eyes like highway signs," Hunter sang as she remembered from earlier how Matthew tried to dance to a commercial jingle, a smile on her face. He made her laugh and smile all the time even if he was a doofus. Everything he did that wasn't that funny made her laugh, caused she loved his attempts at jokes all the time.

"Light one up and hand it over rest your head upon my shoulder. Just wanna feel your lips against my skin," Hunter paused, remembering the time they spent cuddling before he left her. Matthew had littered small kisses on her neck and cheeks while she was sleeping and practically held her like she was the smallest flower ever. It made her want that feeling again and all the time.

"White sheets, bright lights, crooked teeth and the night life. You told me this was right where it begins, but your lips hang heavy underneath me. And I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me," She sang. And it was true as when she started realizing her feelings for Matt were real, she just wanted to not fall in love with him. He was a movie actor and she worked at a clinic and sometimes sang at competitions and bars. Matthew and Hunter were unrealistic to the human eye; almost like a fanfiction. But this was real and she could never keep promises.

"I'm trying not to let it show, that I don't want to let this go. Is there somewhere you can meet me? Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings. And you clutched my brain and eased my ailing," Hunter never wanted what she and Matthew had to end, but she knew one day that paparazzi and fans would love gossip and they would have to end up sneaking around to see each other. Matthew kept those thoughts from coming in as she only looked onto him for help at times and he eased her from the stress of the relationship and her illness.

"You're writing lines about me; romantic poetry. Your girl's got red in her cheeks, 'cause we're something she can't see. And I try to refrain but you're stuck in my brain. And all I do is cry and complain because second's not the same," Hunter wanted to stop singing to Matthew over the computer cause she knew he was now fake sleeping to hear her practically pour this out from the bottom of her heart. Her voice was think with emotion and she meant every word she said as that 'Katy' girl got angry cause she didn't know about their relationship. Hunter didn't want to get in the middle of it, but when ever Katy came up, Matthew put Hunter aside and went to Katy. There were many moments where she cried and complained to her brother about being put second was not the same and she hated being second to his ex. She was supposed to be old news, but Hunter wasn't selfish.

Hunter sighed, "I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight. I didn't mean to fall in love tonight. You're looking like you fell in love tonight. Could we pretend that we're in love?" Hunter damned near whispered that part as to her, this was a regret line. She didn't want to fall in love with anyone and not a celebrity who seemed to like her back. She didn't want to have feelings for Matthew, but she couldn't help herself and only apologized about it. She wanted him to act awake and talk to her, but he needed to hear how she felt and she knew he was. His snoring was gone and she could have sworn she saw small parts of his eyes on her through skype.

"I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight.
I didn't mean to fall in love tonight.
You're looking like you fell in love tonight.
Could we pretend that we're in love?"

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who knew hunter had so many feelings??? not me for sure lmao. finishing this soon!!!! if you want you can check out my cody christian fic! love youuuus. AND THANK YOU FOR 1K???? I LIKE DIED THAT DAY I GOT IT AND I CRIED FOR TWO HOURS SO THANKS TO YOU ALL YOU ARE ALL DOLLS LOVE YOU. tBh is there somewhere relates to me a lot cause i just want to pretend i am in love with my crush and he is in love with me. it breaks my heart cause he likes someone else :/

have a great night
jade (-: