Am i? Am I just another failure? Will I just be another high school suicide note that doesn't even make news. Am I just another student some one with no future some one who died to young? Another sinner hell bound with the rest will I live to so my twenties only in my teens yet they expect everything of me I've been lied to cheated on fucked over yet I'm still so young. If this is my life if it continues like this I don't wanna live it. I do t want to be hurt torn cheated on ripped apart I say I'm not hurt I say I'm ok but I just can't take it any longer. I'm torn apart on the inside I feel like I'm being ripped open. I feel like there's no words to describe how bad I've been hurt. How many times do I have to get hurt to learn that things wont go my way and I just have to deal with it. They say it all gets better it does then it gets ten times worse. Am I just going to deal with it? Do I have a choice? Am I just going to end it here make sure I can't get hurt again? But what's the cost who else will take down with me? Can my heart take that guilt? Am I really that heartless? Am I going to end like that? Will my death even make the news? Someone tell me can anyone answer? Why do they all believe me wen I say I'm fine? Someone tell me!
