Here I sit alone with only my thought. Tears running down my face an all to familiar feeling. I cry I fear. I cry in anxiety. I don't understand. Life why? Why me? I'm tortured teased no one cares I'm hurt I want out my smile is rarer and rarer. My old ways call my name. Will I wear long sleeves in 110degree heat to cover the cuts. Will I be silent and lonely again. Will I just be another failure will anyone even care why I do it. Will i? I never get the answers. I think I'm done but I can't be it's just to much to handle though the depression worsens. My life falls apart in a moment. I cry I scream no one here's I'm here always alone. I feel hurt I just want it to end the anxiety, depression, nightmares, the constant fear. I can't tho the ones who care far and few between they may be but they depend on me. I don't know anymore I can't keep swimming anymore. Life? All I ask is that you give me one day of happiness anxiety free I beg you please all I ask just a taste of it. One day were I don't lay here alone crying.
