Rescued from the bloody waters I swam once before. Wondered to close to the edge I've fallen again. I've forgot how to swim this way blind hurt and confused. Am I drowning? Am I dead? Will someone rescue me again? Or will I be left to drown? I think I'm done Ill just let the bloody water fill my lungs let soul dispatch forever away from the suffering of this world alone I am, forgotten scared and alone. It ends I pray but somehow I'm alive why can't I die. Save me take me please I beg. But no I'm left here to suffer. Let me drown. You won't why save helpless wretch like me?