I feel like life is punishing me. For what I have no clue. What have I done to deserve to be punished. I try to be the best I can in a world that only sees the worst in me. I am only human yet I'm treated like less. What am I to do? Death is not even an escape for me I will looked at as even more of a mistake. I feel broken. Like a hot poker was stabbed into me just so they could see me quiver and sckwerm . I am helpless to life's cruel values. Society? Life? I question it all and some how I always end up thinking the problem is me. I am so lost I feel broken bound to repeat the same mistakes. I think to much they say but I don't understand? No one ever understands me. Never will they get me but they always get to me. Brocken yes unfixable maybe but alone I fight my battles to lose but I try.i am never going to give up beaten Brocken near death I will always have the beat of my heart keeping me going the power of my own will is greater than yours will ever be.
