THE CHEERLEADER AND THE NERD ( Rewriting)

Chapter 14

Character secret.

Who remembers Karin? Marcelyn friend/ co-worker and who knows Karin from Naruto? ^_^ see the link?

Bed of lies by Nicki Minaj.

They say that your darkest hour come before your dawn. ~Nicki Minaj 

I was on my way over to Levi's house after school. I knew he had left the compound for a while now because Lexi  told me after practice. Sky hand in her pompoms and signed the release forms. When I visited the principal he gave me a strict warning that by next week there must be at least three new members on the team or else there will be no more cheer leading at Bridge Port High. It was indeed a first in history moment. Right now we only have six members on the squad. That's the lowest the numbers had ever dropped. Last year when Sasha was on the team there was fourteen of us, now that Sasha and some other girls went off to collage with cheer scholarships we were down to eight and there was no new members. We did get  request forms from some freshmen but I didn't even look at them. 

Maybe I should now since I'm under pressure.

I arrived at levi by six in the afternoon. His car was parked in the drive way and I sighed in content that he was here. Getting out I made sure my lips where extremely moist and my appearance was ok. I walked up to his door before knocking. Shortly after his door was opened and I was greeted by a short brunette with gray eyes. She was wearing a huge black rimmed glass and a loose pink sweat pants and a long plain white t-shirt. 

"Who do you want?" she asked smiling showing off her decorated braces. 

"Who are you" I streaked. Was she the same brunette I saw the other night?

The one that got the permission to entire his room?

And lay on his bed?

"Jasper" She confusingly replied. 

"Well jasper your in my future house so take your shit and leave" I told her. She grasped. 

"Wait who are you?" She asked. 

"Katelyn Page Benitez" I added levi's last name. 

She laughed like I actually gave her a joke. She was in front of me weeping even wiping away a fake tear. 

"Mi bebe was right, you are a delusional stalker"  I gave her a confusing look. 

"Miel who is it?" Levi called out.

"It's your acosador!" she yelled while walking away.

"Mi acosador?" Levi said while coming around. I stood there with an eye brow raised. As he saw me he let out a few curses of words. 

"What do you want katelyn!" He roared.

"You" I said in a baby voice hoping to reach some where. I lift my hand to rest on his chest but with a blink of an eye he swatted my hands away.  

"You cant read signals can you?" He roared while stepping outside and closing the door behind him.

"why do you look so mad?" I asked.

"Cause your like a living pest!" 

"Is this about Tuesday? I'm sorry I rejected you I wont do it again."

"This is not about Tuesday don't even mention that day again." He roared "Everything that happened on that day with you was a mistake" 

"I know, that's why I forgave you. I didn't tell"

"God, your so clueless" He walked around in a circle while holding his head. "katelyn go home"

"No, i'm here to fix what ever that went wrong between us"

"There is no us! I lied katelyn. I lied about everything that could be a us just to get you in my bed!"

I was shocked by what he just confessed. I was here living a lie while he was untangled and free from living a lie.

"I'm sorry you had to find things out this way, but her" He pointed at the door "I love her, I want to change for her, I want to be a better person just for her. Ella es mi miel and I would do anything to keep that so katelyn please grow up and move on. Cause if you don't" He told me while closing his eyes. "Move on and mess things up between mi y mi miel I will kill you" With that said he stormed back into his house and slam the door shut.

What the hell just happened?

Did he just told me he loved another girl?

Did he just said that there was no 'us'?

Then what was I?

Why did I sacrifice so much for so little?

 "Wow I didn't even know you two were together I just thought your one of his fling"

I remembered that girl said to me the first time I slept over. Was I really just a fling?

  "Unlike you, my position is secure"  

That was my reply to her. Was my position really  secure? I have no position right now.

  He didn't care.

I remembered when I didn't went school he didn't even call to see if I was ok on his own free will.  

  Did he even like me or see me as his girlfriend?  

Know I know the answers to those. I wasn't even concerned when it comes to any of that. 

  I really like Levi. Like I really really like him.   

Do I really?

  I miss you. I remembered he told me.

 I huffed. 

Lies! 

 "Yes I can't wait to have you in my bed, wrapped in my arms as I make sweet love to you my future wife" He told me in a husky voice. "I have been missing and dreading for you all day"

Lies!

Lies!

Lies! 

I was nothing but a doll for his need. Nothing!

I couldn't even touch his face! or did anything that would upset him. Know that I thought about it I was treated like one of those children with the plague.

 I Like him

I really really do like him.

I still like him I still like Levi. 

Did I really? Did I?

  I guess that's what I really wanted ,his attention.   

Yes that was it. Nothing more. Nothing less. I didn't like him I just wanted his attention, for what?

POPULARITY. 

  "It's not all about popularity and cheer leading Katelyn! Open your stupid eyes You just ruin some one's life!"  

"Luther!" I whispered while rushing into my car. I made a big mistake. I brought in the wrong guy, know what will people think about me?

 Oh god what would Cathlyn do?

  "I would inform and move on"  

That's what Cathlyn would do. She told me so her self. Popularity doesn't matter anymore.

I'm going to get back Luther.