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of course it's me.
you make it so clear you want me to leave you alone and I hate to say i love you. but you are the love of my life and I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it. but you will never know this feeling. you will never understand how I feel. I am a horrible person. I am terrible for even being in love with you still. But i miss you. i miss us. I want us back.
I don't cry because I want to..I cry because I have to waste my time writing these so I can fall asleep. I waste too many tears on you & when I think I'm over you...I'm not. I want to be..but I'm not. You will never understand and if you did understand you would regret the way you're treating me for feeling like this. it's something I can't help. it's something you made me feel.
I need you to understand. I need this to be fixed. I need to stop feeling like this. I gave you all of me and I get hurt for it. I loved you. I was so very in love with you and you took that for granite. You drove me away. you are the reason I feel like this. you.
but I've realized you are whats making me turn around and come back. I want you. I need you to want me. love me. pick me. i love you more than anything.
I would do anything to go back to that night and fix us because you don't understand how much I deserve to be happy. I deserve you. you made me happy.
now you're a jerk all the time. you push me away. you don't want me too talk to you. you found someone else and this is not jealousy this is love. this is me coming to you because I am in love with you.
please understand I need you to talk to. I've lost everything and everyone. so stop pushing me out. stop hurting me. talk to me. be with me. love me. give you're all to me. me.

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