drug [ pjm ]

eight.

Jimin has since then been getting even closer to you and truth to be told, you have no fucking idea why. Not that it bothers you. You actually like it- no, scratch that; you love it. His presence makes you feel different and relaxed for some reason. Right now, you're at the library with him. He's teaching you math, of course.

"I told you to write 2, because x plus x is equals to that number." the lad says, grabbing your pencil and writing the correct answer on his pre-test. He has printed out worksheets for you. Isn't he just the kindest? Still, you have no idea why he would do such a thing.

"R-Right. I was blocking out for a moment. Sorry." you apologize, shyly taking back your pencil and sighing.

"It's fine." he says, his soothing voice comforting yourself. "Just do the same process I told you; and you'll ace all of those questions."

You nod twice and continued answering. From time to time, you would glance at him; and you would catch him already staring at you. You would immediately avert your gaze away and back to the workingsheet. How cute, he would think every time.

After a while, the librarian finally tells everyone to leave the area. Jimin helps you pack your things and even goes to the lockers with you. "Uhm, thanks for today." you thank, forcing a smile.

He on the other hand, shows you a genuine one. "No problem. I'll see you tomorrow?"

As if it's your habit now, you nod twice again. "Yeah. Jal jinae." You wave bye and the both of you went on separate ways. You head to the washroom first because you somehow wanted to fix yourself. It's a girl kind of thing.

Once you're done, you quickly head home since it was getting kinda late already.

.
.

"Unnieeeee~!" your high school sister, Seoyun sings. Unlike you, she is more hyperactive and social. She's the total opposite of you. If you're an introvert, she's an extrovert.

"What?" you respond from the kitchen as you cook noodles for her. She decided to visit you in your apartment randomly, so here she is now.

"Where is Jungkook-oppa?" she asks. You always knew she had a huge crush on your best friend.

"Jungkook? He's in a trip with his dad."

"What?! Why did you not tell me?! And since when?!"

"I didn't wanna tell you because I knew you would freak out. You would have charged him in the airport or elsewhere for God knows how." you reason out. "He's been gone for a few days now."

"Aish!" she hisses, crossing her arms like a child. Well, she does sometimes think as one. "Hey, unnie can I ask you a question?"

"Go ahead." you respond.

"Why did you reject Jungkook-oppa again?"

You are hesitant to answer. Even though it's all in the past, reminiscing it still kinda pains you. You remember how he almost cried when you dumped him; or maybe he actually did, but he just didn't show you. "It's because I only thought of him as a friend, Seoyun. How many times do I have to tell you that?"

"But why? He's a really nice guy. He treats you the best compared to how other guys do so. He's caring and thoughtful. He's everything you need for in a guy." Seoyun says, possibly trying to start a debate. "How can you reject someone special like him?"

You sigh in exhaustion from all of this. "I liked somebody else, and I still do."

"But does he treat you the same way Jungkook-oppa does?"

That query takes you aback. Does Jimin do? "They're not the same person, of course he wouldn't be."

Seoyun frowns, shaking her head. "You're really dense in love."

You huff. "Says the one who is crushing on my best friend!"

"At least I'm not a fraud like you!"

"Shut up, young lady! You'll have no chance with him, any ways. He likes older girls."

"Why did he like you then??"

"That's a completely different story! You're not getting your noodles, by the way!" you yell one last time before marching your way to the cooker and setting the noodles in a plate. Why am I stressing over this? My heart is only set for Jimin.

***
heh.