I know I said I was done with this book. But I just re-read it over. I'm so stupid. Thinking I wouldn't like KC over the other guys. So I want to tell you guys some things I remember from KC and I's "relationship" thing. We aren't 'together' anymore. Just friends. Cuz something happened with me. And I scared him. And it's just not a thing. But it's okay. I still love him. But as a friend. I've always loved him as a friend. But April thinks that I'm lying, and I still like him. I don't. I just. I don't.
Okay so things that happened with us:
(Not in order. Well some are)I told him I like him
He told me he liked me
We talked all summer
He asked me to be his girlfriend twice. Or three times. About a month ago, I was gonna tell him I wanted to. It didn't happen.
He said I was beautiful while we were playing the 'compliments' game. His idea. I thought it was stupid at first. Now I'm glad we did it. He also said I was a good listener, and always knew what to say. And he said he was glad he met me. I wonder if he still is?
I asked him about the whole "centre of his universe" thing April said in a chapter. He said "How else would I look at you?" My heart melted.
We danced at a school dance. It was awkward.
We hugged.
We went to Preteen (it's a dance in our city. We didn't go together but he made me go)
We danced at preteen.
I kissed him on the cheek 2 times at preteen.
We actually kissed at preteen.
I started to cut myself again. He stopped liking me. He ignored me. We are friends now. He talks to me everyday. It's awesome. He's such a good friend.
I do miss what we had. But it's okay.
I'm okay.
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That Girl You All Forgot
Não FicçãoShe was right. April was right. When she said that he stared at me like I was the centre of his universe, I didn't think it was true. I thought "Oh no. That's not it. He just looked at me." I was wrong. He confirmed. ****************************** J...