dear diary,
today i had a long talk with aphmau. it started when she came over to our house and asked to see me. i was quite surprise from her visit, since she just told me off about how i should respect her and aaron the other day.
anyways, i accepted her apology. i wasn't sure why she apologized to me because in reality i was the problem. i'm the one who makes everything bad, she's the one who makes everything alright. when i told her about that, she questioned why i'm hard on myself and blame myself for everything. my silence spoke for me. i'm pretty sure she was able to tell what was going through the my head. right when i was about to start crying, she hugged me. it felt so right, i wanted to feel her hugs all the time, it's a shame i won't have much more time to feel her hugs.
she makes me feel so much better, she can light up any dark part of my mind with any action. why can't i make her happy...
yours sincerely,
laurance
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Fanfictionlaurance realizes the true light in his world *note that this story has many references to things that may be triggering to others such as depression*
