dear diary,
it's been a year since my last entry. i didn't end up leaving like i was persistent to. aphmau was able to return feelings to me a month later. i learned to accept that she cared for me. i'm not as bad as i used to be, but somedays are worse then others.
she holds the light and i hold the dark. though light and dark are different, they still need each other because without one, you can't have light without darkness and you can't have darkness without light.
as of now, aphmau and i can assure that we are both very happy.
yours sincerely,
laurance
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Fanfictionlaurance realizes the true light in his world *note that this story has many references to things that may be triggering to others such as depression*