Uncovering Secrets {CDLS 2}

chapter 20

Ashlyn's POV

"Well I have I have to go see ya." Logan said. "Bye." I said and once he began to walk home, I closed the door.

I ran up to my room, and began to edit the video.

I took 2 hours and 6 breaks just to finish the video. I finally published it and watched it till the end and someone or my computer added the part when Logan kissed me.

"NO!!!" I shouted as loud as I could. I read the comments and social media things.

Slut

Matthew doesn't deserve you

Hoe

Bitch

I thought you were perfect for Matt

They kept saying these thing until I saw one comment that mentioned Matthew.

A few minutes later Matthew called me on FaceTime.

"What was that?" Matt asked sternly.

"My computer or someone added that part in." I said honestly.

"So you kissed another guy, even though you know you're taken." Matt said getting angry.

I just nodded yes and began to tear up.

"I should just listen to our fans." Matt said.

I knew what he meant by that. He wants us gone.

"It's your choice, but before it's over I just wanted to say... Matthew Lee Espinosa I love you no matter what, but I guess my mistakes just damaged the relationship, so it's your call, but I just want you to know I still love you no matter what, and if you find someone new and she makes you happy, then I'll respect it and move on." I said.

I looked at Matt and he looked heart broken.

"Ashlyn, I still love you, and I don't want to break up with you, it's just long distance is harder that I thought, but I have to do what's best for the best of us." Matt said in tears.

I was in tears also.

"So... Goodbye Ashlyn, I love you, but I have to let you go." That was the last thing he said and hung up.

I began to sob. "Why!?! Why!?! Why!?!" I screamed. I couldn't handle the pain. I love Matthew so much and I did the stupidest thing to hurt the guy who loves me the most.

I cried myself to sleep and days past and I couldn't help but dwell over Matt and I.