Rejected // Luke Hemmings

Safety pinned hearts that are breaking apart.

*****TRIGGER WARNING THIS CHAPTER*****
Ash
I hurried into the girls washroom and locked myself in a stall. Silently letting the tears fall from my eyes. Why was I crying?? It's not like he ever cared about me. He doesn't even know me.
I looked down at the time. 12:36 lunch was about to end and I didn't feel like going to class. I slipped out the door of the bathroom and headed out towards the front of the school but froze when I heard a voice.
Calum.
I turned my head to look in the direction of the voice. He was strolling casually towards me.
"Where ya headed fatty?"
"None of your business."
"I could tell the principal."
"I don't really care..."
His face turned into a scowl.
I turned and walked out the doors and started my walk home.
The tears fell as I walked, I went as fast as I could and when I arrived home I locked the door behind me and ran to my room.
I promised I wouldn't do this... But I can't take it anymore.
I grabbed the blades from their hiding spot and moved them along my wrists, the familiar feeling of calmness returned.
I need to feel something other than humiliation and sadness.
The tears continued to roll down my cheeks and I stared at the scarlet liquid pooling on my wrist as it dropped onto the floor. I fell to my knees, the sobs shaking my body.
No one will ever love you.
fatass
Ugly
Bitch
Worthless
Lazy
Pig
Their words from all these years ran through my mind. I truly felt like no one would miss me.
Luke
I suddenly got a bad feeling in my stomach. Ash wasn't in class... She had left and Calum came in laughing saying he found the fat girl crying and walking home. I asked the teacher to be excused because I wasn't feeling well and gathered my things. I dialled her number and got no answer.
Something's wrong.
I ran towards our street, my feet pounding against the pavement and I arrived at her door in about 5 minutes.
I hope I'm not too late...
I knocked hard on the door.
Nothing.
I wiggled the knob. It was locked.
I ran around back and found the backdoor unlocked.
"ASH??!"
The only sound I heard were muffled cries coming from upstairs. I ran to where the sound was coming from and found her on the floor bleeding and crying. Mumbling to herself that she wasn't wanted.
Ash
My door burst open and I sat there continuing to cry but glanced up at who had come in. Luke. I frowned and began to cry harder.
"L-Luke... Why are you here?"
"I felt like something was wrong.. And clearly there is." He ran over to me and took my hand. He grabbed a towel from nearby and wiped my arm. He was trying so hard to help... The next thing I knew it all went black.
A.N thank you all for reading my story! I hope you're liking it so far. Any comments and votes would be much appreciated. Sorry it's so short.