I'm fucking done. I'm done with my friend. She's been hanging out with another person more than me. Fine, call me selfish. But I haven't hung out with her in literally months. Fucking months. While she hangs out with this other person almost everyday. And I'm done with it. I don't consider her my best friend anymore. She has no backbone when it comes to her girlfriend. If her girlfriend wants to hang out on a day, even though I'll ask her before her. They'll get into a fight. Me being the considerate one, I'll try to change it to a different day so there will be no conflict. I shouldn't even have to do that.
Also, she lied apparently about one of her relationships. She said that she didn't know about the guy she was dating having a girlfriend. But, my other friend who was friends with her told her about the boyfriend having a girlfriend. And she did nothing.
She can, no, she is manipulative to get her way. Even though I understand the situation she's in, she still does it. And once she figured out that I wasn't going to give into her anymore, she moved on to another person to mooch off of.
She's also being negative lately. I get it. We all have our ups and downs and it's a process to get through with the feelings. I want to listen and support her, but I'm tired of hearing negative. I want to hear positive. And it doesn't help when you're in high school...
And she's not the only person I'm done with. Just today I realized that I'm friends with a lot of people who advocate drugs. I detest drugs. I don't mind if you do drugs, just don't be near me when you do the shit. And then I don't want to talk about drugs or hear about them in general. I'm not ok with people doing drugs, but I won't snitch. It's your life, do what you want with it. If you want to screw it up, screw it up. If you want bad health, get bad health.
I'm just tired of hanging out with the people I hang out with now. I do like hanging out with them, but I want a new group that doesn't do drugs and is into health and fitness, and trying to be positive overall.
Call me a mean selfish bitch. I don't care. This is where I vent, so I'm going to vent.
I'm done.
