Would They Care If I Was Gone? A Jahvie fanfic ((BoyxBoy))

Chp. 16: We can't go on like this!

Thanks for waiting and patiently staying with me.
I'm grateful I have such amazing coonies <3
I should probably warn you, that this chapter will be weird.
So yeah... You've been warned ;)
Nah. shouldn't be that bad ^-^

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Dahvie’s POV:

I wake up in Jayy’s arms in our bed at home. I came home from the hospital yesterday around noon. They stitched almost all my cuts and put fresh bandages twice a day. They kept me there for almost a week. I’m glad I’m home in the arms of my boyfriend again. I really love Jayy. Way more than he knows. I love him in that way where you feel like shouting it out on the top of a building in the middle of the city. I know that would be foolish and people would judge us… More than they already do. That’s the only thing holding me back. I wanna show Jayy just how much I love him, but I could never do it in a way that would end up effecting him in a bad way.

I turn around in Jayy’s arms and stare right into his cute eyes. Chuckling I kiss his nose and sit up to get out of bed. “Babyyy” Jayy’s deep voice sounds and I can hear he’s pouting. I turn around and kiss his lips softly for a moment before getting out of bed. “Jayy, as much as I’d love to stay here in your arms all day, we sadly have to go to school.”

I walk to our dresser and try to find something to wear. First drawer contains our band wristbands and studded wristbands and gloves and belts. All our accessories actually I pick out a plain black leather wristband for one arm, tons of band wristbands for the other and some slim studded belts. I open second drawer to find next piece of clothing. I chuckle as I look my stuff through. Tons of band shirts and weird shirts. I pick out a new black band shirt I got from Jayy while I was in the hospital. Get Scared is the band on the shirt. Jayy has gotten me hooked on them too. I search through the third drawer where we keep our jeans. After standing and thinking for a bit, I pull out some crimson red ripped up skinny jeans.

As I bend over to close the jeans drawer I feel Jayy slap my ass and bend over me. “You just can’t wait, can you?” I hear Jayy’s sexy voice whisper. I chuckle, as I bend slowly back up and turn around. “Actually you’re the one with his hands on my ass and I’m just trying to get dressed.” I say and kiss his nose quickly before going to the bathroom.

Once there I begin the usual morning routine: putting on my clothes, brushing and straightening it before teasing it in the top. I look at my reflection in the mirror. “almost acceptable” I mumble and look down the little box of makeup Jayy and I share. “You look amazing as always” I hear my boyfriend’s sweet voice next to me. I jump and look at him. “Do you have to give me a shock?” He just chuckles and fixes his hair quickly. I finally find the black pencil eyeliner and put it on my upper and lower waterlines. Looking down my clothes, I decide to go with a simple black smokey eye look. I get my primer and put it on before finding the black eye shadow. “Pass me the eyeliner?” Jayy asks and I do so. When im finally done with the eye shadow I quick add some mascara. I finish off and look at Jayy as he lines his eyes in black on the waterlines and red liquid eyeliner on the lid, matching his black Black Veil Brides t-shirt and red jeans. I smile at how amazingly well he can pull of a very simple makeup look. He turns around and smiles. “Ready for some breakfast?”

After eating breakfast, we walk to school. I look down at his hand and take it hesitantly. He looks at me and smiles a nervous smile. If looking different and listening to different music and being unpopular isn’t already enough, we’re also gay. Not exactly a great mix on our school and I know we can’t walk through school hand in hand. As we go around the corner to the school I let go of his hand again with a sad smile. “Baby, we have almost all lessons together today, so it’s gonna be okay. And we’ll spend the breaks together with Jeff.” I smile and nod, I might not e able to hold his strong hand and kiss his soft lips, but I’ll be able to have him near almost all day.