my new life, in the werewolfs claw

my new life, in the werewolfs claw 7 the monster within

The secret side of me  

I never let you see  

I keep it caged, but I can't control it, so stay away from me, the beast  

Is ugly, I feel the rage, and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls  

In the closet, in the halls  

It comes awake, and I can't control it  

Hidin' under the bed  

In my body, in my head  

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The monster within me  

ch seven*'*'*'*'*'*'  

the transformation.

The air was tens, while we took our positions behind the curtains, everyone was exited about this, we had practiced like crazy, since some important people of Austrians classical music world would be listening today. First applause, Ms Lagos speech had ended, and the curtains lifted. Instantly began our violins to sing a soft melody followed by Meg and Thomas on the pianos and then the of the rest instruments tuned in.

The air was vibrating of the soft and stronger notes, perfectly played and whole heartedly, if music had the power to paint, a colorfull picture of rainbows and stars and everything nice would be created, the faces of the people were content and pleased. The dancing division looked like angels or rather like fairies dancing on the vibrating air we created, catching the eyes of the people, playing with their minds, just like real fairies. My eyes wandered over the audience, meeting the eyes of several friends, acquaintances, my family with my little sister watching the dancing girls with a big smile and a look that simply stated "wow", my family's friend that had come from India for this Christmas.

Students of this school, their parents and in the front row, Clover with a small smile on her lips, and beside her a bored Leon, he looked strangely well for a King Kong in a suit, and Aaron who had his eyes on me. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, to let myself being swayed away by the music. And it all ended soon, my eyes remained closed until the end where the loud applause made me wake up of my sweet daydreaming-like state. The magical moment was over, a month of work and practice concluded in short 50 minutes.

I met my parents and our friend Kahn behind the building, they wanted to speak alone with me. "How did you like it? I hope it was good, we practiced a lot."  

"Oh it was grandiose, one of the best plays I have been to." the abundance in his words showed no sarcasm, but I knew he had been to a lot more, and better concerts since he was one of the "important" people that came to the concert.

"It was great, really cool, the dancing girls looked like fairies, and air was tingling on my skin!!" Amaris cheeks were flushed pink, her eyes sparkling like diamonds. "I'm happy to hear that!" I bent down and kissed her on the cheek.  

"It was good darling." "Yes we are so happy for you!" happy for me? Why? I looked questioningly to my parents. "Darling, you know that Kahn is here as a scout, to search for talented children and help them with their future path." my father explained, but I didn't quite get it, so I looked further to Kahn.  

"I thought that you would be perfect to become a violinist, you played everything with closed eyes, with ease at that, and still were so perfect! So I decided to take you with me!"  

"That sounds great and all, but where do you want to take me?"  

"Our flight goes in three days, our first stop is of course in India, you can visit your family's traditional private school there, and play in the orchestra I will recommend you to!"