my new life, in the werewolfs claw

my new life, in the werewolfs claw 9 the monster within

CH nine: part one  

"A secret makes a woman a woman."

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I was a MONSTER.  

Officially now, I had turned into a furious and probably vicious monster, raging all night, uncontrollable and... dangerous.

I was dangerous, I had to stay away from people once this thing takes control over my mind and body. But what was that thing? What had I turned in to, a giant dog?  

Okay I knew that werewolves were not cute (just barking) giant fur balls, but what they had described to me was ... still impossible to get in my head.

Well Aaron was big, he had jet black fur, he looked like himself just in wolf form if you get what I mean. He was cool, was graceful even with his monstrous size, he had a dangerous aura around him, but it was nothing against his "dominating aura".

Yes, dominating is the right word for him. While Leon, whom I had never seen transformed, was a lot bigger and maybe stronger than Aaron, he didn't give you this inferior complex buy just looking at him, he was more of a Beta-Male. Not like I would say that out loud.

I'm sorry for using all this wolf aka dog terminology but well I was surrounded by dogs... hell I was turning into one of them!  I am cat person honestly...

I was doomed, what should I do from here on? Homeless and alone...oh

They were all staring at me, I probably looked I was about to cry, I felt the heat in myself go up, but I wouldn't cry, I was just angry and then, I was so confused.

A few weeks ago, I was nothing but a stressed out girl. Annoying parents, cute siblings...  

I had my friends I could share everything with.  

And then I had to meet him... them, they marked the end of my peaceful times, I wanted to hate them so much, that I felt my face turn red in anger.  

But on the other hand my "Fiancée", he was well planed... my parents would have sold me to him either way. Yes, sold, traded or whatever you want to call it... for some pride, no one acknowledged here, for wealth and money, that we weren't in need of.

Why? Why? WHY? What have I done... why was it always me? Can't I just live like any normal girl, why would fate torment me so much? For what reason is it, that those cruel things happen around me? What would I have to do, to escape this? Please god, don't make me go through this...

"Kala, it's alright. Everything will be okay" Clover was suddenly at my side, disturbing my inner monologue, she hugged me tightly. She was warm and smelled of flowers, and gently petted my back.

>>Get a grip of yourself girl! You are still breathing! You can't succumb to stupid thoughts and bath in pity, crying will solve nothing...<< my inner mind shouted in my head.

"I'm alright, it's just that I was thinking of some things, that's all" I pushed her softly away, giving them a toothy smile, while concentrating on my poker face in the back of my brain.

"So? What were you worried about so much?" her voice showed some worries, but than again her eyes showed "experience" and "knowledge" like she wouldn't buy my acting, like she knew very well of what I was thinking.

"Well you told me, that I'm forbidden to tell anyone about this, that I have to move out of my parents home, that I have to be here from at least 8 at the evening until the next morning. But how should I do that?"

"That's right she can't just go to some friends, and I doubt you would find a job, to keep yourself alive while attending school." Aaron was looking up to the ceiling, seemingly not caring at all. I switched my phone on, my friends and siblings had called again, and there wasa  text  from Thomas.

"How are you feeling? You should speak with your parents"

Yeah I really needed to talk with my folks, even if I didn't know what to tell them about moving out and such, but still we needed to.

So I had two choices: Go there talk with my parents, act like nothing happened until something happens, or go there and just announce I won't be living with them anymore, that I wasn't in need for them anymore?  

Either way would be fine with me, but there are still these guys... I looked questioningly at them. Leon didn't care at all... drinking some beer...again, Clover was sitting at the desk beside me, and Aaron hadn't moved at all from the couch.  

"You want to go, rightß" Clover finally asked.

"Um, I don't want to, but I have to..."  

"It's okay; just go but be back on time, we will have things figured out by the time you come." I smiled at her, she was such a nice person. I wrote a text to Thomas and told him to fetch me up at Aaron's apartment. "You should go and change, I brought you some clothes, they are in the bag beside your shoes." Clover smiled at me, like a child who had gotten a new doll.  

Oh just one moment! I was the new doll right?!

"What, but that was..." "Just go" she pushed me out before I could say no or something. Anyway I had no other choice, seeing that I was wearing Aarons clothes.

I was amazed, a cream colored dress, long sleeved and going to my knees, with ice blue decoration at the décolleté and the skirt's hem, it looked gorgeous, fitting me perfectly. Now Kahns dress was wonderful, it fitted me, the color went great with my eyes, but I didn't look natural, not like myself but with this dress... Oh I loved Dolce but on the other hand, giving such a dress away!? How much money do they have?

I went out to thank Clover again, smiling over both ears. But she just told me "Merry Christmas" and shoved off the rest, luckily Thomas was down there in time, but he was tensed up, and didn't talk to me on the way.

"They are waiting for you. Kahn is still there." he told me while parking.  

I breathed deep in and out, closing my eyes. He chuckled beside me. "Don't worry I will be waiting here, and I will understand everything you do from now on, I promise."

"Would you even offer a bed to a homeless girl?"  

"I would, I always wanted a threesome!"  he joked smirking

"Thomas! I will tell  Lucy, we are not 12 anymore!" he laughed and told me to get moved with his hands.

So now I was standing there, in front of my door, not knowing what to do, what to say next.