Looking Up

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There are extremely violet parts and actions in this part. Rape, assault and intense language (Not New) please dont say i didnt tell you.


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I slowly blink my eyes open but, still I'm not seeing a huge difference between my eyes being closed and open. Either way it's still pitch black and I can't really make out any shapes or figures.

My back is stiff and I feel a cold, hard surface beneath me. Then I realize, why is my back bare? A shiver runs through my body. I lift my head and look at myself, completely bare, laying on a cold hardwood floor. My eyes have started to adjust to the darkness and I notice I'm in what seems like a hallway that is very narrow. Both of my legs are in a strange position, knees facing inwards and my heels almost at my hips.

Suddenly, I am overwhelmed by fear. I have never felt this much fear before but, now I do. I am afraid. I start to shake. My hands scratching and pawing at the floor until I hear a click above my head and a loud metal clang against the ground by my left hand. My trembling head starts to look up towards where the original click came from. A tall, dark figure standing above my head had just dropped his belt down on the floor next to me.

"Finally, you're awake."

Fresh, hot tears stream down my cheeks. I wail loudly but I'm quickly muffled by the mans shirt. I hadn't even noticed he'd taken it off. I choke on the rough fabric in my mouth and attempt to cough it out. After what seems like en eternity of me struggling to breathe, I've finally stopped crying and he takes the shirt out of my mouth amd throws it across the narrow hallway. I use my arms for the first time since I woke up and I lean forward, trying to stand but, I can't. I'm weak and there is no sitting up and leaving for me any time soon. The man easily slides off his socks and jeans and pushes me chest down to the ground with one foot. He is now completely bare standing over me and I avoid looking up at him by closing my eyes. With my eyes closed I can hear him move and walk towards the lowest part of me, where my knees knocked each other.

Closing my eyes does not make the situation better, I was not sure what he was doing and i felt even more open to him than I was laying there on the floor completely naked.

The next thing he did made the tears stream from my eyes again and I immediately shut my eyes.

His hands start to even out my legs, not closing them, but simply bringing my feet down from my hips and to a more normal position. His touch against my skin made my stomach churn. Even after his fingers had moved off of my calves, I can feel a stinging where they were. After mh legs are adjusted, his hands slowly slide up on my inner thighs. I cring and look up. I can't watch him do this, I can't do anything about it. It's over. So, I just look up and think about times with my mother. I think to myslef mom, where are you right now. The thought of her makes me cry more, but this time I'm sure to be silent. The mans large hands slide around my legs and move to my back. They finally find their place on my neck and his grip tightens a little. Maybe he will choke me to death first, I won't have to live through this. Please. I think but, no. He is not that kind. His grip is only firm now, and his entire body seems to consume mine as he hovers over me. I can feel his breath, like fire licking my skin. He kisses me. At first, I thought it would be quick but he drags it out. Tearing my mouth open with his tongue and swirling this slimey part of him inside my mouth, attempting to move my tongue. I am considering biting his tongue but remembering his violence when I cried out stops me. My body is frozen now and I am laying here, stiff, on the floor. I look around the hallway, trying to find something to distract me. I look and see holes all along the wall. I see light flooding through them and I know there is someone that can save me, but it won't happen. His tongue finally frees my mouth and he is panting above me. He starts to grind against my body, he is taking everything away from me. I don't know him and he doesn't know who I am. I don't even know if he realizes what he's really taking away from me. His grip on my throat tightens and I am gasping for air. All I can do is scream as he completely rips me in half from between my legs and I feel dead.

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When he finally finishes I am left bruised, beaten and violated. He gets off of me and gets dressed. I keep my eyes and mouth shut. After he gets dressed, without missing a beat, he slaps me clear across the face. I wince and cry a little more. I'm in pain all over my body, inside and out. He has taken my innocnece away from me. My everything.

He walks down the hallway and throws some fabric at me. Its only a pair of tiny, lacey underwear and a bra, clearly sizes too small for me. When I give them a closer look I realize I used to own these but I thought i left them at a freinds house or lost them a couple years ago.

"Put them on." He orders. His voice startles me, but I do as he says. I'm frantic and shaking. All I want is to go home but I need to be covered in front of him, as much as possible. I slide the underwear on and clip the bra aswell. Instead of laying, I am now standing. I hadn't noticed he put his clothes, other than his shirt, back on. He is sitting in a chair and watching me intently. I feel as if he can see right through me. He licks his lips and I almost vomit. He gets up and walks towards me. I wince when I feel his hands against my hips. They momentarily slip partially into my underwear resting on my butt, then he gives me a hug. He presses his entire body against mine and i am utterly horrorfied. I do not want him touching me. I do not want this to be happening. He is so pleased with touching me that he kets out a loud moan while embraced in the hug. I feel acid building up in my throat. I know if I open my mouth I'm going to puke so, I keep it shut. My eyes wander the room and a dark shadow flashes about.

He lets me go and slaps me hard, knocking me onto the floor. He gives me a deadly look, "If you pull any fucking dumbass shit I will kill you right here. I promise you that, pretty."

I am horrorfied. He looks out one of the holes and watches the shadow. I hear voices and realize something there are people out there, they could save me. There are people out there and I'm in here. There are people on the other side of this wall that could get me out of here and save my life. All I have to do now, is scream.


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