#51 To Loose (Bitches Hate Shawn 2.0)

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continuation of Bitches Hate Shawn.

4:40 pm

Shawn: Tay. Please text me back! You haven't in like five days. Let alone, how you just pushed me out your house that day.

Shawn: I'm sorry I lost your dog.

Shawn: I'm so sorry about everything.

Shawn: I'm not happy if you aren't.

Shawn: And I'll find that dog. No sleep until I find your Jaxx.

Shawn: Maybe you'll forgive me after that.

Taylor: You've lost my trust.

Shawn: Taylor. We're best friends and we've been. Come on.

Taylor: He was everything to me. And you lost him. He's gone.

Shawn: And you're everything to me. I don't want to loose you.

Taylor: Shawn...

Taylor: What does that mean?

Taylor: I don't think I could possibly drop you instantly for a mistake. I'm just really mad and hurt right now. I've been all week. And I don't think I got the job.

Shawn: Do you know what hurts me?

Taylor: What?

Shawn: That I like you but you keep pushing me away.

Taylor: Oh. I didn't know you did.

Shawn: Hello... What did I say earlier. You're everything, don't want to loose you, whole text! It was hard enough saying that and now you made me admit that I like you. And what hurts me more is, you don't even like me. You tell me you love me, thanks. But on a real level, we know it's just the friendship standards. I literally love you.

Shawn: And now I've probably made you really uncomfortable. So, do as you wish, loose your faith and trust in me like you planned. I'm sorry for myself that I can't be apart of your life anymore. And I'm sorry about your dog. Sorry that you've lost him, and now you're loosing another. But, I probably never meant anything to you anyways.

Taylor: Hey. Just because I don't love you in that way, doesn't mean that we can't still see each other. You mean as much to me as my dog. You mean more to me than him. Your my best friend. I didn't mean what I said, you know I was mad.

Shawn: Sometimes those words don't cut it. I don't know. I mean if I can't have you as mine, I suppose you as my friend is just enough but don't look down on me for liking you when I'm around. Don't discourage me with talking about people you find cute. Don't break my heart by finding somebody that you replace me.

Taylor: I will not replace you, I will not break this bond of our and I promise. I love you, but not in that way. But this connection is still here and will always be here.

I love this. It's not cliche and basic.

Most stories if it's one sided, Oh no! He doesn't like me back, I'll never talk to him again and go cut in the bathroom!

(please understand that I don't mean to joke on this, and it shouldn't be a joke to self harm but I'm being blunt to say that majority fanfics lead to this-- Sorry in advance.)

If they like each other back, it's all like, oh fuck I've always loved you so much!

Here we have a crush who is begging to keep a friendship without a heartbreak.

Which sounds like my new book: DYMWYS
Check it, check it out shaylor stans!

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