Chapter 4 Maybe a Little

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"What the hell was that?," I walk over to my bathroom to remove the make from my face, "why...uhhh," I pin my hair up and make my way into the kitchen,"where's the good stuff? Do i have to go out for food?" I mumble under my breathe. I continue my search for food, but end up finding nothing. "Great." I say going to my room putting on sweatpants and a 'My Chemical Romance' t-shirt and grabbing my purse and keys.

when I exit my room I see Ashton hanging around the kitchen. "I'm going to Subway for a sandwich." I saying walking out the front door. As I head down the hallway I hear him shout, "bring me back something." I wave my hand so that he knows I'll get him something. I walk do the stairs to the subway right down the street.

"Hello, what can i get for you today?" I look at the menu, "can I get a BLT on Italian bread and tuna on Italian bread." Once I everything I ordered I turn back to go home. I walk outside and realize what a beautiful night it is, so I take my time walking back to the apartment. I finally get the complex and enter the living/kitchen. "Ashton! I brought back food!" I place down his sandwich, I put mine in the fridge,and I go back out. I go to a near by park to sit on a bench to just sit and watch the night sky.

"Ah, it doesn't get better then this right here." I set my head back to take in all of the sky, as if I were to breathe in all the stars to make a galaxy. I hear shuffle in the bushes behind me and my first thought was 'it's just a homeless man', but the noises started to get closer and closer. I couldn't make out who or what else it could be. When a hand is place on shoulder I jumped and punch whomever it maybe.

"Jesus Christ, you hit hard. Damn." The voice is familiar. I turn to see Ashton gripping his jaw, "oh my gosh, Ashton...I'm so sorry." He looks at me and shakes his head before saying, "No, I'm sorry. If I knew you hit this hard i would of said something before touching your shoulder." I put my hand to where I punched his jaw.

I moved his hand and looked at how purple and swollen it ad gotten. "You just need to put some ice on it and make the swelling go down, but the bruise i can hide it with some makeup if you want that." He shakes his head, "I deserve this," he move his jaw, "like i said before I shouldn't of scared you like that." I get myself together and head back to the apartment to that I can treat Ashton's jaw.

"Listen people learn for their mistakes and you shouldn't be hard on yourself about it," He turns to look at me, "stopping moving your head." He rolls his eyes and turns back. "Jamie, l-" I scowl at him, "don't talk wait until I'm done." About a couple of minutes goes by until I finish with his jaw to make it look presentable. "Jamie, I waned to know if it was okay if I filmed in the house." I look at him and think about it. "Mm, other way you're gonna film, so yeah it's fine. This is your place too." He nods, "it's more for if we had you on film even for a second if that was okay." "Ashton it's fine. Don't worry about it. I'll only be mad if I look ugly or gross."

"Okay," he turns and goes back to his room, night." "Night." I go into my room and just think about life.

"Do I honestly have feelings for Ashton?" I sigh and shake me head. I try to go to sleep, but I can't because my mind has racing thoughts inside. I say the question again but in my mind, do I have honest feelings for Ashton? This goes on for awhile until I turn to my side and say, "maybe a little."

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hello my lovely people! I'm super sorry for taking a century to have this out, but hopefully you like this book and I'll my best to have Ch. 5 out until sometime next week and not waiting a month to finish a chapter.
Again I'm sorry for being late, but please show some love and give this a star and have a wonder day.

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