Complications (Zarry)

Chapter 4 - The Big Day

Note: thank yooooou for the comments, ugh i love you guys! sorry for the late updates, school's starting soon and some shit but anyways i just wanna point out that the pic on the side is giving me too many feels and i might burst into flames any minute hehe. but omfg this is gonna be a long chap, enjoy! oh and btw idk anything about weddings so i hope you wont consider me stupid haha.

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Zayn's POV

It was happening, it was really happening, I was going to get married in a couple of days! The thought wasn't sinking in, I couldn't believe it! The memory of when Harry told me was still fresh in my mind; I was in his house because I had no one to talk to and he was there for me and just when the stress was more than enough, I find out that the wedding preparations were taking place and it all added to my tension! I can't say it was upsetting me, I was actually glad everything was processing quickly so that this thing would end soon and my life would finally be back to normal. But I had this new feeling that was really disturbing somehow; I didn't want it to end but at the same time I did. I knew we didn't even get married yet and we have all the time in the world but the more I spend time with Harry, the more I got to know him and what an amazing person he is. We even know some silly facts about each other; like I know how he likes his tea and his obsession with cats and how he likes walking around naked or barefoot saying he preferred to feel free, and his fear of roller coasters, not to mention how he had a secret talent which is singing though I never heard him sing before. And I secretly hoped that if this thing ends..I mean when this thing ends, Harry wouldn't disappear from my life and we would still be connected somehow as friends or whatever.

I honestly couldn't be more grateful to have Harry these days; he's been by my side every time I needed him, every time Perrie and I would fight AGAIN he would be there for me, I could talk to him and let it all out and he would only listen and give me advice if I needed it and I didn't know if I was only fooling myself but he looked rather excited for the wedding! He was helping mom choose the decorations for the wedding and he was with the wedding planner all the time and he even snapped at me once when I told him the wedding decorations weren't a big deal. It was actually very cute how excited he was and I loved it that he wasn't reluctant and he was actually enjoying everything and I tried to act positive like him and think that yeah, I was getting married but I should at least have some fun while it's happening! But of course with Perrie throwing shit at my face all the time, I could only depress over my life. But I had Harry and weirdly just the thought that I have Harry and that he's by my side always seemed to cheer me up and make me feel better. Even a phone call from him telling me one of his lame jokes would still make me smile.

Somehow I felt like I was more in a relationship with Harry than Perrie herself! Except the only thing Harry and I ever did was hold hands in public so yeah when it came to intimacy and touching, it was when the awkwardness and tension would hit us even though touching Harry all the time, even being asked (by my mom) to kiss his cheek a lot and act like a couple wasn't bothering me that much but then I remember that I'm straight and I would feel that I'm putting some distance between us but it never got serious. But I was convinced that all these things I felt were only because I was admiring Harry's personality and not because of feelings or anything, positively!

Main point; the wedding was taking place rather too soon and everything was planned and ready.

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I was with Harry in my room, he was over at our house to discuss the final touches of the wedding plans with our wedding planner and the weird thing is, he was always here! It was like he was living with us, even when the door bell would ring mom wouldn't even have to guess to know it's Harry and I wasn't bothered, Harry was a funny..okay scratch that..cute lad who was fun to hang out with and I had no problem with him popping up in my room everyday, it even made me happy.