Vengence ( Book 2 of Control) ( BOY X BOY/ MPREG)

Chapter Five

Neko:

To tell the truth, I was scared out of my fucking mind. The lives of my twins are in danger, and my mate is fighting so hard to keep himself and us together.

The night was long and trying. Roman put the Twins to sleep while I cleaned up everything, but honestly...I just wanted to break down and cry. It almost seemed like there was no end to Misao's rage, almost as if to destroy every bit of happiness that comes my way. I did love Misao at some point, but realizing what is was just for him, and finding Roman as my true mate....It opened my eyes to what love truly is....

"Do I really deserve this...?"

No. You don't deserve this at all, you've done nothing wrong to deserve this Neko.

"Then what aren't I doing?"

"This isn't you're fault" I heard Roman say. Everything was falling apart and its all because of me, I'm putting my pups and mate in danger, my family, my pack.....
"It has to be...because it hasn't stopped....". The tears instantly fell and I couldn't control them, Roman's arms wrapped around me and pulled me closer into his chest, "stop saying that, Neko I'm supposed to protect you and the girls. If anything...you getting hurt is on me. And I'm sorry for that...but stop taking the blame for yourself because it's not true".

Was that true? Am I really not the problem? I just wonder...what could be going through Misao's mind to make him want all of this bloodshed.....

Roman:

In the morning I let Neko sleep in.

Getting the girls ready and taking them out for a bit was the least I could do. And no I didn't leave Neko completely alone, we have a few look outs around our apartment, I made sure of that.

It was a bit of a gloomy day, the sun only came out at certain times. I let Emry and Eliza run around a bit at the beach, it was packed today so it seemed as if we were the only ones there. It was a amazing really, the girls already seemed older but still had baby faces...
Eliza looks so much like Neko, from her eyes to her hair and nose, she's a spitting image of him.

"Come on Emry, we're going to get icecream" I said, she ran back to me and I put her back in the twin stroller, and heading back to the car. The walk back was a bit ominous, but I ignored and continued strapping my daughters in their seats. Emry started to fuss alittle but calmed down once I gave her her pacifier, "there you go sweet pea. Now be good the rest of the way, hopefully you knock out before we get home....".

For some reason, I always take my time while driving when I have the girls with me. It's become sort of a habit and Neko always teases me, saying I drive like a grandma. When it come to the twins I take things more serious in a way....I don't want to like, misplace or accidently do something, make them cry or scream their heads off.

Upon getting into the house, Neko was standing in front of the door, glaring at me. I sighed and waited to be yelled at, "where were you?".
"I took the girls out for a bit" I replied

"And you didnt say anything before you left??" His voice rose alittle, turning into a small squeak.

"I didn't want to wake you up, I'm sorry".

He sighed, taking Eliza from my arms. I smiled, knowing he probably was worried sick. But I didn't anticipate on him being awake once we got back, and the house is safe. "You aren't mad are you?"

"No." He replied.

"Sounds like it" I teased

He rolled his eyes and went back to focus on Eliza, she took her tiny hand and gently smacked his cheek. He laughed and kissed her head "I'm not mad, I promise", she cooed.

Having a family to protect has gotten very hard to do. I never know what's coming, not knowing if my ours and mate will be taken from me....
All of these things worry me to the core, but I have to stay strong....for them.

Roman:

"Dad, please there's no way we're going to get the councils help. Let's just wipe the rest out of Misao's little army and get on with our lives" Kira said.

My father only shook his head. A plan like that needed a lot of our alphas, and that was something we can't afford to lose. "Kira you idiot" Nimex sighed "that wouldn't work and you know it, you wanna start a war?".

"We practically already have one" dad whispered.

"He's right"

It'll only be a matter of time before Lucy comes back to express her "revenge", which is ludicrous because why on earth would you want to take pups and the mother of those pups to your mate if you know that your mate is in love with someone else?
There's no way in hell in just handing my family over to those maniacs.

"Dad we need a plan....we can't just wait around for the next life threatening incident to happen. Neko was almost killed! My pups are in danger!"

"I know that son, now let me think" he replied.

We all waited for what seemed like a long ass minute, I'm guessing he came to a solution because he got up very quickly and headed towards the living room. The pups were curled against Neko on the floor, the three of them sleeping soundly, "we only have one option and that is to notify the council....if they know who's lives are at stake then maybe...." Dad trailed off.

Then maybe they'll have some sense to do something about those bastards.

Wouldn't I love to see all of them burn in hell....for everything they've done to us, even as far as pulling my children into it.

Count me in

I know this was going to be a huge struggle, trying to get into contact with the council will be really irritating. But I can only think to protect my family....
The stress, and worry has put a huge mental stress on Neko and I can't have that anymore...not for the girls either....

Man I'm so sorry this has been taking forever. I'm going to try and pre type so that I can just upload it all :) but next chapter should be up soon!!