Vengence ( Book 2 of Control) ( BOY X BOY/ MPREG)

Chapter Six

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Roman:

My kids.

My kids seem to be getting older right before my eyes and I don't like it. The fact that they won't be tiney forever concerns me, I don't want them growing up to fast...

Why has this become a concern? Well. With all of this shit going on it just makes me think....what if they weren't born yet? Maybe had they still been inside Neko, I'd have less bodies to worry about being safe. Then again that makes no sense, they'd still be bodies but I'd only have to protect Neko in a way...

I love them, goddess knows I do. Should anything happen to my babies I'd go ape shit, but I just can't help but wonder...this would be easier if they were still inside of him...
You're being so dramatic. Doesn't matter where they are, things would still be just as bad.

I don't need your input.

What? You want someone to lie to you? Take the easy way out? Sorry you aren't going to get that from me.

Well it isn't like I can complain really. Like I said... I may just be over thinking everything.
We've sent off letters to the council, I know for sure we won't hear back from them for a while, if it's any of their concern they'd answer the next day. Well if they cared that is..

It's not that I don't like them. It's that I know they'll simply try and blow this off and assume we'll be able to take care of that maniac and his maniac army. "Just wait it all out. They'll answer soon enough" my father had told me, but it seemed we were waiting for an obvious answer.

What, the word no?

Obviously

Can't you at least be more uplifting? You're such a drag.

Uplifting? What do you mean?

Be happy for what you've got going on right now. Damn.

"When am I not happy..." I muttered.

"Like half of the time" Neko answered, I whirled around to see him behind me. "How long have you been standing there?".

"A few minutes. Seemed like you were having a pretty intense conversation with yourself. I didn't want to disturb you" he laughed. I bit my lip and shrugged "yeah well....I just have a lot to think about. That's all"

Neko wrapped his arms around my neck, staring into my eyes intently "what you need to do is relax."

"Relax?" I scoffed

He frowned "you're 26 but act like a 5 year old. You're stubborn and you don't listen, everything would be fine if you didn't think so hard on everything. You're like a grouchy old man".
I laughed "yeah well, I'm getting there. Look I'm sorry if I worried you....I just want to make sure you and the girls are safe".

He slowly let go, tilting his head "whatever made you feel we weren't? Roman we've been through to much for you to think about that stuff"

"Yeah and to many close calls. I'm just worried you know"

He rolled his eyes turning towards the door "you worry to much. Should worry more about your stubborn ass kids than anything else" I heard him laugh as he turned and left. What was I fussing about...? Everything's fine for now...right?

Neko:

I'd like to think I was taking things way to lightly, but I'm not. Things have been so tense lately, and Roman's been on edge more than usual. To think that things could go back to normal is alittle pushing it, but I mean I'm still hoping.

The girls happiness is my main concern. If they cry or they're scared, it's our job to make them happy again. To be completely honest, I'd rather them be happy all the time then live in constant fear like I have....they're at the age where they should just be happy all the time...that's all I want for them.

I sighed, continuing playing with Emry's soft hair. She's usually really rowdy and doesn't want to listen to anyone but I'm assuming she's tired, Eliza passed out on the floor from watching Toy Story over five times. "I think it's bed time" I whispered, Emry's little head whipped around to look at me and shook her head to tell me no. There's always been a bit of an issue trying to put her to bed, she'd be tired but is always willing to put up a fight.

"Emry." I said firmly

She turned back around, ignoring me. I smiled alittle, and picked her up. She whined and started to get fussy, I guess Roman must've heard her and consciously took her from me so I could go back and get Eliza. "Emry stop being such a baby, God." He grumbled, "Roman, she is a baby" I laughed.

"We'll still. Ow! Stop kicking me!"

I shrugged.

Once the girls were put to bed, me and Roman and a few minutes to ourselves. It was quiet for most of it but it was nice to just be with him, no stress and no fear...just our thoughts. "I'm sorry I've been so cranky" he finally said, I shook my head "don't be sorry...please."

"But I am. Things have been so....look I just...want to make it up to you and the girls".

I smiled in response. In these moments I always wish we had more of them....and I always think on what life would be like if I never met Misao and just talked to Roman more. But living in the now, is fine with me.

It's the little things that will keep you going

I know...

But it is time for all of this...to end.