100 sleepless nights

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100 SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

for all the times i cannot sleep.

lowercase intended.

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© ethan.grey [hollowinsides]

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it's sad to think that my parents

have no idea of who 

i am

that the last five years 

of my life has gone

 unnoticed to them,

that i will always be the

 little  t h i r t e e n  year old

who doesn't seem to grow 

older. 

it's sad to think that i have

 no idea who my

 parents are,

that the last five years 

they have been gone

 i have 

been so 

a l o n e

it hurts

i cannot seem to 

function

breathe

live

and maybe that's it. 

i can't breathe

the world around me has crumbled 

and my heart is so, so broken

is it bad i want to die too?

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