Manage Me I'm A Mess (All Time Low Fanfic)

Disrupting My Sleep

A/N: So I'm trying (and hopefully succeeding) in updating sooner because you guys are getting angry with me haha. Well here goes. Happy reading!

Alex didn't get back to our room until late that night. He stumbled in with the stench of alcohol trailing behind him. I rolled my eyes at him and turned over in my bed. I pulled my bed covers over myself and curled up as far away from his bed as I could get. I couldnt see Alex right now.  

"Jules," he slurred, "Juuuuuules." I groaned at him and squeezed my knees to my chest. I could hear the patronizing, sarcastic frown in his voice when he said, "Are you still mad at me?" 

I didn't answer. He sighed and sat down on the edge of my bed. "You know I don't really want you to go away, right?" He asked with genuine interest. 

"Ptfff," I blew out air and scooted over away from him, but even on the large, queen sized bed I was running out of room.  

He sighed again, "Listen, Jules, sit up please?" 

Because of the real concern in his voice and his begging tone I sat up, with my knees still clutched to my chest, to face him.  

"Yes?" I raised an eyebrow still on edge and quite frankly pissed off.  

He leaned in close to me with a serious face, "I lied. I really do love you." 

My eyes softened and the corners of my mouth pulled down in a frown, ironically considering that I waited almost four years to hear him say that. "Oh, Alex," I breathed out.  

His eyebrows knitted together with an expression of confusion, "Why aren't you happy?" 

"Because... Well, Alex, why are you finally tell my this?" I asked.  

He shrugged and playfully smiled, "Liquid courage."  

I scoffed, "Exactly." I rolled over onto my side away from him.  

I hear him kick off his shoes and felt him get under the covers with me. His arm wrapped around my waist causing my breathing to hitch then I took slow, deep, distracting breathes.  

His hot breath fanned over my neck and ear when his spoke, sexy and low in ny ear, "What don't you get? I love you." 

I straightened up with a quick, audible breath, successfully rubbing my butt against him. He heard him suppress a turned on groan and felt his chest rumble gently. I bit my bottom lip to hold back a moan. If I let Alex think that he was turning me on it was over. He would rhink it was okay to come stumbling into my bed, tell me he loved me, and get what he really wanted.  

I flipped over and decided it'd be best to play him to get him out of my bed. I danced my fingers from his lower stomach up to his chest. I bit my bottom lip and shyly looked up to him with big eyes. I let my eyes drop down and ran my hand slowly down his chest. He stopped breathing and stiffened the further I went down.