She Changed Me

Chapter 11

Amy's POV
"Will you be my girlfriend?" He finally said with a nervous look on his face and then after a moment of silence he spoked up again
"I mean, if you're not ready for a relationship then it is okay to say no?" He said giving me a look and I just looked at him but then I got all nervous and hesitated I am new at this, the thing is I care about him a lot,and yes I really do like him, but a relationship? I don't know if I'm ready, and of course, even tho I am so outgoing, I freaked out
"Well, uh I am going to go" I said opening my door and ran inside leaving him very confused, which I am confused myself, oh my gosh I am such a dweeb for panicking, but I need to talk to one of my sisters, but they are all in bed, because we stayed out later then intended, and I would hate to wake them up, but I walked into my room, and Lisa was there peacefully asleep but I can't help it, I need to talk to my big sister so I went to her bed and gently shook her
"Lisa" I whispered and nothing happened
"Lise" I whispered again while shaking her more and then her eyes starting to squint and then she finally opened them
"What's wrong Ames" she said still half asleep
"Mason asked me to be his girlfriend" I said and her eyes got wider and she sat up to where she was sitting on the edge of the bed
"Okay so what's wrong?" She said in a confused tone
"I panicked, and ran inside" I said putting my face into my hands
"Amy, that's not like you" she said giving me a concerned look and then she scoot over and patted the spot next to her so I can sit next to her which I did and she continued talking
"So tell me, what was on your mind when he asked you?" She said and I took a deep breath
"I don't even know, I got scared, and I didn't know what to say, I don't know if I'm ready, I just" she cut me off
"Moving too fast?" She said raising her eyebrow
"Yes" I said in relief
"Why's that?" She asked
"Lisa, he's different, he's different then any guy I have ever liked, and this is not something I wanna rush into, but I like him, I like him so much I can't even think straight, he was my first kiss" and her eyes went wide
"Whoa whoa whoa whoa, hold up! You guys kissed?" She asked smiling at me
"Maybe, but that's the thing, about moving too fast, I mean we only went on One date for crying out loud!" I said raising my voice and then lisa put her arm around me
"Okay, Ames, calm down! It is okay, yes, one date, but look at how much you guys hung out that could pass at dates? The way he looks at you is undescribable, you're scared, not because of moving too fast, you just automatically thought the worse, and is scared that he's gonna hurt you, and I don't think he's going to hurt you at all, he cares about you, so its up to you on what you wanna do, if you wanna wait to make it official go ahead, but if you make it official now, do that too, you won't be making a bad decision ether way, if anything happens I'm always here okay?" She said and I just looked up at her and she just smiled at me
"He probably thinks I am a Idiot" I said shaking my head
"Now I dout that, you're just new at this love stuff" she said laughing "its okay" she added and after that my phone vibrated
M:Did I say something wrong?
And I just looked at the text message and lisa read it too and then spoke up
"But you do need to talk to him tho" she said looking at me and I just nodded
"Thanks Lise, so much, I love you, sorry for waking you up" I said feeling guilty
"Yeah you owe me" she said chuckling "Just kidding, its no big deal, I love you too" she said giving me a hug
"I'll let you go back to sleep" I said getting up from her bed and walked over to mine and not even a few moments later Lisa was already fast asleep and I decided to text Mason back
A: No you didn't, I'm really sorry, we need to talk, can you back real quick?" I just looked at it and sent the message and went downstairs quietly and waited on the front porch, just thinking of how I could possibly panic like that. I feel so stupid right now. It happens right? I was so lost in thoughts I didn't realize of how tired I was and slowly drifted to sleep.