Never Ending

chapter twelve

I laid on my bed reading one of my favourite books, when my phone vibrated.
(From Lucas
To Kristen)
Did you manage to write something for my furnal xL

(From Kristen
To Lucas)
Yes it's not finished tho y xk

I waited for a minute wondering why he wanted to know then my phone went off again but he was ringing this time so I answered it.

Hello, can you bring what you have written to the church doesn't matter if it isn't finish? Ey why? Just please I'll explain when you get here, okay I'll set of now love you, love you too.

I didn't no what was going off I was confused it was half 8 at night and he wanted me to meet him at the church so I got in the car after telling my mum what was happening. I got to the church Lucas was sitting on is own waiting for me I walked up and sat next to him. What is going off I asked with a little smile on my face. He said I wanted to attend my own furnal it's a bit weird but I do. Did you bring it kristen, yes I brought It said back. He pointed is hand towards the stand so I made my way up there looked at Lucas in his eyes as he was sitting in is wheel chair tears already forming is eyes, which made me start forming a dry lump in the back of my throat.
Here goes.

I am here today because the love of my life as sadly left us all. I can't even begin to explain how I'm feeling! But I want to tell you all about are love story it was so perfect the first day I met Lucas he nearly drove into my car then we was at support group together we actually bumped in to each other. Are eyes met straight away and from that second I new he was the one for me our love story was short but it was so special he made me feel happy the happiest I have ever been in my life!!! I am lost with out him and don't think I will ever be the same I will love him till I take my last breathe and we will be together again thank you for are little infinity.

I looked up and couldn't see because the pool of water that formed In my eye lids I blinked and the tears fell down my cheek I looked at Lucas and he looked straight back are eyes meeting he said I love you to the moon and back, I love you too. We both cryed and cuddled for a long time I asked him if he wanted me to drive him home he said yes and will you come watch a film with me spend a bit of time with each Lucas said looking at me with desperate eyes. Yes I will but I'm picking the film and gave him a little smile as he chuckled away. We sat and watched body guard hand in hand cuddling each other for hours this was how I wanted my life to be with this man I didn't want to die especially him I wanted him to stay and live are life's together if he dies I want to die too.