Never Ending

chapter eleven

It's been too weeks since I left the hospital I was feeling so much better I was in love with Lucas and he was in love with me. Things couldn't get better I got a text off Lucas asking me if I wanted to go round to his house his mum was making dinner and wanted me to come.
I knocked on the door and is mum came and answered the door and said come in my dear, I walked straight up to Lucas hello how are you . I'm fine Lucas said but he didn't look to good really pale but I never said anything if he wanted me to now he would Have told me. But it doesn't stop me from thinking the worst after are Dinner me and Lucas went out the back garden to have a bit of fresh air I looked towards Lucas and he didn't look good I new something was playing in his mind. I said what's wrong love you haven't spoken much all evening and you don't look so good either. Lucas still didn't lift his head up but started saying look do you remerber when you went to the hospital, yes I do Kristen said her voice full of concern and worry. Well I sneaked in one night when u was sleeping to see you I was sitting watching you for ages I got a pain in my hip so the next day I went for a scan. And it lit up like a Christmas tree there nothing they can do the cancer as spread across all of my body. Aww no I'm so sorry my eyes filling up as I looked at him and how upset he looks my heart was slowly breaking. Lucas turned to me grabed both my hands in is and said can we forget about this for now and just carry on how we was. I looked at him while my heart was still break in I didn't no what to say but I coudnt believe he wanted me to forget about what he said.
The next day I drove round to Lucas house he wasn't in I sat and waited for him to return. Suddenly is mum's car pulled up and he was in the back seat with his head down he didn't reconize me. His dad got out the car waved a hand towards me the went to the boot took out a wheel chair! Why didn't he tell me he couldn't walk why his he deterating so fast I always thought it would be me first all that time I didn't want to put him through the heart ache of me dieing on him now it's the other way round and I don't now what im going to do with out him.
His mum and dad helped him out the car and on to is wheel chair as I slowly walked up to him his mum and dad walked passed me placing there hands on my shoulders as they passed I looked down at Lucas and said would you like to come and Have a picnic with me I was smiling but I was breaking inside. I could see the pain he was going through and I couldn't do anything about it Lucas looked up and said yes I would love that.

I took Lucas were he took me for are last picnic I placed a blanket on the floor and helped Lucas of his wheel chair to sit on the blanket. I got us both a plastic glass each and poured us a glass of champagne. We both sat there not saying a word, Lucas said I want you to do me a favour your the love of my life and I want you to speak at my furnal do you think you could write something. Yes of course I can I will do it but your not going to die any time soon Lucas.
I no Kristen, I always wanted to be remerbered and to have achieved some think great and I havent Lucas said. Kristen shouted look Lucas there's going to be a time before and after humans no one will be remerbered especially people like us. And if that scares you then you should ignore it. I care about you I love you loads and I will always remerber you. Is that not good enough.
Yes of course it is Lucas said as tears started filling my eyes he put an arm around me then we just sat in silence.