Never Ending

chapter fourteen

I went back in too is room he was sleeping and looked really peaceful and I didn't Want to disturd so I left his room so quirky that I wouldnt wake him.

I went home so I could get a shower opening my bed room door I looked straight at the bed but was determined not to sleep wanted to go back to the hospital.

Walked into my bathroom and turned the shower on stood in it felt the got water treakling down my back.

I walked down stairs and asked my mum if she would take me back to the hospital because I didn't feel like driving I was far too sleepy. My mum and dad looked at me and said look we don't think you should go back In till tomorrow you are a very sick girl too you need to rest have some dinner with us. As much as that idea sounded great kristen thought but shouted listen my sick boyfriend is in the hospital dieing and he will die soon I don't want to lose a second I shouldn't have come back walking towards the kitchen side I grabbed the keys and stoomed out. The drive to the hospital was peaceful but I had a dreaded feeling in my gut I couldn't pin point it but It was something bad, which instantly made me drive faster to see if Lucas was okay.

Got to the hospital run straight for his door and looked in he was looking out the window turned towards me and said hey hi how are you feeling I just nipped home to freshen up. I'm better now there letting me go home Lucas said with a little smile. That's brilliant would you like me to take you home when are you allowed. Kristen said yes if you don't mine there letting me go today sometime.

They say if your going to die and there's nothing anyone can do for you than the doctor let's you home. I knew he was going to die soon and I still couldn't prepare nyself. I couldn't describe how I felt I didn't want to lose him not now not ever I always thought it would be me that went because I was the sick one and he was fine. The doctor came in and said to Lucas you can go home now with a little smile he turned and said take care of yourself. And then he walked through the door he was gone I looked at Lucas and said are you ready my car is down stairs he slowly stood up placing my hand in his we made are way to my car. The drive home was quiet he knew is time was coming to an end. Do you want to come watch a film with me lucas said sadly. Yes of course you can pick this time with a little smile on my face.

We was both sat Down watching the hangover both laughing sometimes when the film finished we cuddling in till I said I at to go home even tho I didn't want to but my parents was right I at to take care of my self too. I will come round in the morning I love you Lucas. He held me tight for a little bit not letting go for a few moments as If it was the last cuddle we would ever share. I looked up at him and said don't do that we will see each other tomorrow I gave him a kiss and started walking out soon as I got to the door I turned and looked at him he was looking out the window not facing me. I said okay! I seen his face go up in a smile and he turned towards me.
And said okay tears started forming in my eyes I walked out closed the door and put my back on it. Wiping the tears away before I walked out. I started walking towards the front door is mum stopped me in my tracks and said don't worry Kristen if any thing happens we will get in touch with you try get some sleep I turned and said goodnight then walked out then door.

I got home got straight into bed laid under the quilt. Fell into a deep sleep.