Never Ending

chapter seventeen

I sat on the floor in my room looking out the window. A knock on my door took me away from. My thoughts. Kristen it's me my mum said come in mum. She sat next to me on the floor and said are you okay. I never replyed I just kept looking out the window. She carryed on Lucas was a very special person. He was easy to love and very kind. God takes the wrong people sweetheart. I said I no he does mum I don't no what I'm going to do without him I'm lost heart broken. My mum said you have an idea of how me and your dad think of you now she turned and walked out closing the door behind her.

I went and sat in the back garden reading through the texts that he had sent me. Intill I heard someone walking up to me I turned my head to see one of Lucas friends stood there waiting for my permission I just said hi and he walked up and sat at he side of me. Lucas gave me something to give you a few days ago. He told me to give it you after the furnal that's what I tryed saying earlier but I couldn't get my words out especially  when I seen you and how upset and heartbroken you looked. Kristen said well what's different still looking through her phone. He said because there's no one here but us now so makes it a bit easier. Ok what did he Give you for me she said. Its a letter and its here he said holding his hand out with the letter stuck in it. I grabbed it my eyes already started filling up I looked up and said thank you. He said its okay I'll catch you some other time. Bye. She never said anything back just looked at the letter that was in an envolope that said Kristen on it.

That night I went out with the letter in my hand and started wripin the envolope so I could get the letter out before I opened the letter I lay on my back looking at the black sky full of stars. It was so peaceful  noticed a bright star and instantly smiled knowing Lucas was there with me so I sat up and opened the letter.

Hi Kristen, if your reading this then you now I'm not here anymore. I wanted to be remerberd but your different you didnt want 100 admires you just wanted one and you got it. Not everyone loved you but I loved you deeply what a worthless world it  would be with out us. You are so beautiful, I never got tiered of looking at you. You are funny without ever being mean I love you babe god I love you I'm so lucky to have met you. You don't get to choice who you hurt in this world but you can choice who hurts you. I like my choices I hope you like yours.
Okay Kristen.

I looked up to the brightest star holding he letter close to my heart and said okay Lucas.

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