Kaoru's POV

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Laying in the double bed I watch Hikaru sleep. With him everything is okay it's just... He likes Haruhi, he doesn't think of me that way anymore.

Anyway...I have developed feelings for Akane and now I have lost her completely.

She is going out with Mori now... If I dare make a move Mori will defiantly kill me this time. I was just lucky last time since Akane stopped him.

I rub my face and look up at the ceiling. I can't sleep without not thinking about her.

Getting out of bed I go to the bathroom and slash my face with cold water.

I need some proper sleep.

Getting back into bed I lay on the bed on my stomach my face in my pillow.

I can't believe I have feelings, especially all those things to her.

Damn it, all those things I did to her was completely wrong. I have ruined my whole relationship with her!

We aren't even good Friends anymore.

Mori just keeps getting in the damn way!!!

Damn it!

Damn it!

Damn it!

Damn it!

I am such an Baka. No wonder she calls us the ginger Baka twins!!

But I cant help but like her.

Even though I mixed silva with her, gave her love bites, it was so close to rape... I can't believe I would do something like that!!!

I banged my head against the wooden desk next to my side of the bed.

"Kaoru will you stop that, your making so much noise" Hikaru mumbles rolling over smhis back is to me.

He doesn't understand how much I love him and wish he was truly mine, but then Haruhingot in the way.

And it was just like how Akane said.

She came and she was an easy target.

Damn why do I like her so much?!

I scream and run out of the house and lay in the fountain. I'm such a Baka...

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