Soon to be? | Joe Sugg

9: Anxiety Go Away.

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"Let's go!" Everyone shouted as we left the main room and flooded into the hallway.

There was at least 50 people here and I felt so encased. I have a really bad case of Claustrophobia so this was far from ideal on my eyes.

I was pushed and thrashed against walls as the torrent of people escaped the house.

I lost sight if Trisha and Shane but could see Drew just infront.

"Drew!" I shouted, as loud as my voice would go.

He obviously heard it as he turned back round seeing me standing there behind the whole movement of people.

He barged his way through them and stood next to me.

"Everything okay?" He asked holding my arm and guiding me.

"I don't know, I just got so- I don't know," I said trying to regain steady breathing.

"It's okay," he said, putting his arm around my shoulder.

"I feel like I'm an idiot, what kind of person does that?" I said unhooking myself from him.

"Just enjoy the night," he said smiling.

I breathed in heavily.

I walked towards the car where everyone was waiting for my arrival.

Half the girls looked at me in faces of jealousy as the boys drooled over me.

I took no notice of either and climbed in the back, placed between Shane and Dan.

"So, excited?" Shane said sarcastically.

"You bet'cha!" I said half-heartedly, slightly raising my fist in the air to do a fist pump, but it falling back down again to beside me.

"That's some enthusiasm," Dan said laughing.

I just quietly giggled and sat in the back of the van, not really talking that much to anyone.

I didn't really want to. I know it was just a prank but what Joe did has made me fell something, I feel like I have something with him that we both have.

I shook my head, clearing the nonsense that filled it a moment before.

The van was still only a few steps away from the house, it felt as though it's been hours.

And after 10 minutes, it felt like days.

The back of the can was incredibly stuffy, and I was tightly packed between two tall men.

"I see it!" I heard one over-enthusiastic person shout.

This caused an uproar among the van, sons cheering and some hyping it up so much.

"I honestly don't understand why these guys love clubs so much," I said sighing.

"Well, it's like how you and I love like anime and other bands to what we do, we have different tastes. But I agree, our taste is a hell of a lot better," Dan said smiling.

"Too right," I said, sinking into my seat further and further, my back now arched.

After only a few more minutes of driving, everyone jumped out of the car eagerly. Those excluding the ones who weren't in favour of this idea, the ones that were members of a dystopian society almost.

"Here we go," Maz said, opening the double door.

Inside it was massive, music was blasting. But it was horrible 'dance' music that didn't appeal to me.

I stood by Shane and Zoe, not ready to go in.