W.B.
C H R I S
Shit has been so stressful for the past few months without having my girl with me. I never would've thought that I would lose her. I thought that I had everything under wraps and my secret life was secure. I guess that I was wrong.
Yeah I know that I fucked up, yall ain't gotta tell me that. I've been hidden away from the world ever since that day that it all went down.
I couldn't eat.. I couldn't sleep.. A part of me was missing. I guess I underestimated what Lisa really meant to me.
I didn't think that she would ever come back to me. So went she showed up here and saw the house lookin like a frat house after a party, I knew that she knew the struggle that I've been thru.
And I also knew that I had to tell her everything. No holding back.
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O M N I S C I E N T
There they all sat, in Chris' baby mother, Kamille, house.
A blanket of dead silence was laid upon them since their arrival.
Chris was sweating buckshots.
Kamille sat on the love seat across from Chris and Lisa, with an annoyed look on her face.
"Mommy! Mommy! Can we go play in the backyard?!" Allyson yelled while running towards her mother.
"Yes and no digging up the grass!" Kamille yelled after Allyson.
Keenan came walking into the living room, "Hi dad!" walking over to Chris giving him a dap.
"Wassup lil man?" Chris said dapping Keenan back.
Keenan looked over to Lisa, who was staring right at him, almost marveling at the fact that he looked like a kid version of Chris.
"Uhh... who's this?" Keenan asked turning to his mother.
"I don't know ask your father" Kamille said annoyingly.
Lisa snapped her head in her direction.
"I don't think you wanna do that" Lisa warned thru gritted teeth.
"Do what? I was here first, you're just a rebound" Kamille spat back.
"A rebound with a ring hoe" Lisa flashed her 13-karat ruby and diamond encrusted engagement ring.
Kamille's eyes damn near bulged out of her head at the sight of it.
"HOW COULD YOU CHRIS?!" Kamille broke down falling to the floor.
"Keenan go out back with your sister" Chris ordered. Keenan looked to his mother then back to his dad and Lisa, shook his head than ran.
"What about your family?! You chose that black hoe over US?!"
That's when Lisa lost it.
Lisa kicked the glass coffee table over on Kamille then charged after her.
"BITCH DONT EVER FUCKIN TRY ME LIKE THAT AGAIN IN YOUR LIFE" Lisa said while wrapping Kamille's hair around her hand and dragging her along the floor like a ragdoll.
Chris ran to try and break Kamille out of Lisa's death grip.
"Lisa baby! Come on chill!" Chris pleaded.
Lisa flung Kamille and pulled a gun out of her purse.
"BITCH YOU REALLY DONT FUCKIN KNOW ME! I WOULD KILL YOU WHERE YOU LAY! STAY THE FUCK OFF OF MY MAN! YOU HEAR ME?!" Lisa shouted to Kamille.
"I SAID DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME?!" Lisa shouted again but this time grabbing Kamille again.
"Y-yes ... I.. I understand" Kamille studdered out.
Lisa put her gun away and sat back on the couch.
"Now we gonna try this introduction shit again and I better not have to pull this fuckin gun out again, or I WILL use the bitch"
Chris' mouth was to the floor. He was for sure scared of his fiancé now.
"Let me sit my ass down before I catch some lead in my ass" he said quickly taking a seat.
"Ok now I wanna hear your side to all of this" Lisa said directing her comment to Kamille.
"Ok.. I'll tell you whatever you need to know..."
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S H A Y N A
I just can't believe this shit. After 9+ years holding this nigga down , he goes and does that shit to me?!
I really can't wrap my head around this shit! Like I'm still in shock! I can't believe it.
It's been a week since I last saw him and thus shit is weighing heavy on me. I can't work or function right and I know the kids are starting to see it.
What do you do when the person you've wrapped your life around breaks your heart into a million tiny pieces?
We've been together for so long, I don't know how I'll be able to move on past this nigga.
He was my first real everything. I gave him nothing but loyalty yet he chose to do me dirty.
I can't keep crying my eyes out and letting him walk over me.
I'm done.
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Unknown: Hey sweetcheeks, it's me Jax. I think I've given you enough time to think about it. Can I have that date now ma?
How'd he get my number?
BUT I just might take him up on that offer....
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I know I know I knowwww! I'm so sorry for not updating sooner! I've just been swamped by my college classes and my tough work schedule. When I get home I want to do nothing more but sleep.
Just bare with me. 🙏
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