S H A Y N A
I know my eyes had to be deceiving me. How, just how in the hell did he find me?
I left southern California to get away from him. Why the hell is he even here? Last time I checked , he was still fuckin with them hoes in prison.
"Well..." he stated.
Did he really think that I wanted to talk to him, let alone see his conniving ass?!
I just raised my eyebrow in confusion at him.
He leaned back into the chair, sighed, and swiped his hands down his face in frustration.
"Look Shayna, I never really intended on any of the shit I did in there to happen, it just did. I ain't no punk ass dude, so imma own up to the shit I did. I love you baby girl. It broke me to pieces seeing you like that a few months back. I just wanna make it right"
I stood there just staring at the man that I thought loved me. That I held down for over 10 fuckin years, only to be left heartbroken at the end of it.
"No.. no more. You don't love me Desean. If you did, you would've never hurt me that way. I loved you unconditionally, stood by you, and even bore your kids. And what do I get in return? Not a big ass diamond ring but a heart that's ripped to shreds! So no. You think you just gonna walk back into my life so easily after what you did? Nigga I should shoot your fuckin ass! But I won't and your ass is lucky because you needa see ya kids and whatnot"
The devastated look on his face made me smirk and rejoiced the healing tears of my heart.
I wanna break him, as bad as he's broken me.
I looked away and back again making awkward eye contact.
There he goes looking at me again with those beautiful ass eyes . Its like he's looking into my soul or something.
A devilish grin spread across his face.
Releasing a hearty chuckle, he stood making his way over to me.The fuck?
"You got some balls you know that?" he said standing right in front of me while folding his arms.
The Versace cologne he wore hit my nostrils like a brick. God this man smells amazing!
How does someone who just got out of prison, look like a bag of money?
Damn near getting weak in the knees I fold my arms standing my ground.
Smirking again, his eyes rake over my appearance.
Rolling my eyes, I wall past him to the coffee station, "you can look, but you bet not touch" I said dying laughing on the inside once I heard him release a breath of frustration.
"Girl you know you miss big daddy, it's ok you don't have to worry cause Daddy's home now" Desean said walking over to me.
As he's leaning forward towards me, I elbow him, hard in his stomach.
He groans falling foward to the floor.I look down at him on the floor groaning in pain , while stirring my coffee.
"I told your ass not to touch me did I not?" I said while stepping over him forgetting that I had a tight ass business skirt on.
I froze once I made it to the door.
Shit! I hope I didn't flash him!
"Oooohhh, she got on the pink lace thongs that daddy likes!" Desean said getting up off of the floor.
DAMNIT!
"OUT GET OUT!" I yelled at Desean. I'm no having this today.
"Daaaammmnn Martin. You kickin my ass out like I'm Pam or some shit! But it's all love ma, I understand. But can daddy pleaseee get a welcome home hug or something?!" he said walking over to me again.
"Niggas just don't learn do they? And the only person who will be calling you daddy over here is your kids. You didn't forget your had some did you? When are you telling them that you're home?"
"Tonight, I'm coming over for dinner and I'm bringing a few guests, socook somethingnice" he jumbled up the last part of the sentence and kissed my cheek before darting out of the meeting room.
"WHAT THE FUCK DESEAN?! YOUR ASS IS LUCKY I'M WEARING HEELS OR THAT WOULD'VE BEEN YOUR ASS!" I shout after him causing my employees to look at me in shock.
"WHAT?! GET BACK TO WORK!" I yell causing them to quickly make themselves busy again.
Wait, did this nigga just say that he knew where I lived?!
Unfuckinbelieveable!
I wonder who these guests that he's bringing along with him are. And I hope he doesn't think that he's going to get away with kissing my cheek. I think I just might go through with that threat after all...
I just decided to head home to get ready for tonight's festivities. I wonder how the kids are going to take the Desean after all these years.....
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*Hey babes, just wanted to post a filler for you guys. Next ones either coming tomorrow or Wednesday. ❤❤❤
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Love and War
General FictionSEQUEL TO "THUGGIN LOVE" If you haven't read book 1 (Thuggin Love), you won't understand this book. Desean and Shayna are back! This book takes place a few years after everything with Jax happened. Desean was arrested in book 1 and has stood trial...