Love and War

Chapter 2- Keep It On The Low

L I S A

"Uhhhh! Fuck yeah! Right there!" I moaned out as Chris rammed into me hard from behind. Smack. Ram. Smack. Ram. Was the constant motions until we both cummed and cummed hard.

I laid there staring at the ceiling then glanced down at the huge engagement ring on my finger.

"I love you so much babe. You don't even understand. Thank you so much for being that man that I needed" I said leaning over and kissing his neck.

"I love you too baby. There's no one that I'd rather be with other than you. You showed me how to love" Chris said back.

I bet yall wondering who the hell did this girl get engaged to or who the hell would wanna marry a bitch like me. Well yall remember Desean's friend, Whiteboy Chris, right? Well, he saw the good in my heart and wanna wife a bitch now! Aha!

Ever since I've been clean, things been on the up and up for ya girl. I started my own business. I design clothes and wedding gowns. Some of the elites have been seen rocking my gear.

I've even written a book on my life, from a different point of view. I made sure to add fictional characters to make it as a fictional novel. I don't want all of that attention brought to me b/c of what I've done and who I used to be.

Over the years, I've also been workin with Shayna, keeping up Desean's empire and helping raise their kids. Those kids are so attached to me, it's almost like they're mine... Speaking of kids, I went in for a check up a few years ago and the doctor told me that I may not be able to carry any children due to how badly I've been raped in my younger years. I'd be lucky just to get pregnant. I haven't given up hope, but Chris has. I won't lie and say that I'm not afraid that he'll get tired and leave me to go have children with a bitch that can. And I honestly won't blame him.. Yes I still do have insecurities, and he tries his best to change that for me.

C H R I S

I parked my Audi and checked my surroundings. When I saw that the area was clear, I got out of the car, adjusting the Miami Heat snapback on my head and hung my head low so that no one saw my face. I walked up the driveway and up the porch til I got to the door. I took my keys out and unlocked it. I entered the house and didn't see anyone. I closed the door behind me and took my hat and shades off.

I walked over to the sofa and sat down. I sighed when I heard footsteps behind me. I rubbed both of my hands down my face because all of this shit is getting too much to handle.
"Chris baby, when are you going to move back home? I'm starting to think that you're doin some sneaky shit behind my back" Kamille said.

"I told you, I can't live here because it would be putting yall lives in danger, and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something bad happened" I lied to her. I think she knew that I was lying because she smacked her lips and was about to speak when she was cut off by rushing footsteps.

"Daddy's home! Daddy's home!" Keenan and Allyson said in unison. I bent down to hug them. "I missed you guys! What's been up? Yall doing good in school?" I asked. They nodded and I pulled out my wallet and gave them both $50 each. They gasped, "Wow thanks dad!" They said then ran off. The way they say shit in unison would have you thinking that they twins or some shit. But Keenan is 8 and Allyson is 6.

Kamille jus looked at me and walked away. I knew that the conversation that we had wasn't over.

I bet yall wondering what in the ever fuck is goin on? Yeah, I know, but let a bruh try to break it down fo ya.

After my dude Sean got locked up, i went out to this strip club to relieve some stress. I saw this bad ass bitch workin the stage, and I knew then that I wanted to bust them guts up! I took her back to my place, shit happened and I sent her on her way afterwards. I wasn't lookin to be tied down to no bitch, especially a stripper. Come 6 months later, Kamille comes back and tell me that she pregnant. I damn near had a stroke that day! After she had Keenan, I wanted to get to know her a little better, so I started taking her out on dates n shit. We was a couple for a minute, but I couldn't keep my dick in my pants. You know how that shit goes. We would constantly break up and get back together. A year of doing that, she got pregnant again with my second child, Allyson. When she was pregnant with Allyson, it was likely that she wasn't mine cause she was fuckin with this bum ass dude named Rell. Fasho I got a DNA test after that! Turns out she is my kid. Rell bum ass wanted Kamille's head after that. I sent a few people out to kill him, but he some how got away, haven't heard about him since then. That's why they're in hiding now.

After all of that, I couldn't look at Kamille the same way. My dude Sean girl, Shayna, was having a cookout, so I decided to go. I saw the sexiest lil brown thang while I was there, and I knew I wanted her! I tried talkin to her and she brushed me off like I wasn't shit. But that only made me want that ass more! I annoyed her the whole day tryna find out her name and get her number. She told me her name was Lisa, but didn't give me her number. So I had to get it out of Shayna. Shayna threatened my ass saying if I did anything to hurt her best friend, she'd personally cut my dick off. Hell, I wouldn't put it past her crazy ass! Yall haven't seem how ruthless this chick has become over the years!

Lisa wasn't like any of the bitches that I fucked with before, she had her own shit and never asked for anything. She could hold her own and I fell in love with that shit. We been together for 5 years now, I proposed to her a few months back and she said yes, of course. Now that's where everything gets tricky. I haven't told Kamille or the kids about Lisa and I haven't told Lisa about the kids or Kamille... every now and then I tend to fuck up and fuck Kamille. I don't love her, it's just that she got that fire ass head, and shit just goes on from there. Lisa has so many insecurities about what she's been thru and that she can't have kids. I'm honestly content with my kids now, so she doesn't have to worry about giving me any. I've been holding in these secrets and I know it's goin to bite me in the ass one day, I need to tell everyone but i kinda like what I have goin on right now. If it isn't broken, don't fix it right?

I looked up from the sofa to feel a pair of lips on my neck. I looked at Kamille and sighed knowing what's coming. She took my hand and led me up the stairs. I gotta stop doin this shit I thought to myself.

(Chris in MM)