A..Alpha? (boyxboy)

Chapter 15

"What are you waiting for?" Oliver asked me. The fucker is forcing me to do this because he is not ready or he is just being an asshole. I do not want this. I want my first time to be fucking special! "I do not like this" Wolfy whined in my head.

Was I really going to sacrifice myself and virginity just to prove to him wrong? Was I going to tell him I am ready when it is clearly none of us are? I feel like the only reason why I have decided to come here and prove to him that I can do this, so he would be proud of me and talk to me. However, as he, my uncle, Andy and the bloodsucker said, they need to keep me safe from a guy that wants my wolf and my kind. I do not want to live like this. I want to be free, happy and not petrified.

"I asked you a question Sawyer, what are you waiting for?" Oliver asked me again. I looked him in the eyes showing him how I felt, which is me being anxious. I am scared for my life; I am scared of what will come after we mate. Am I ready to be the Luna of this pack? Am I ready to face the people that I am still scared of? Shouldn't I first try to get to feel comfortable with them before asking Oliver for us to mate?

"I..." Oliver was about to say something when he stopped talking, from his expression whatever they told him from what I am assuming is the pack link he did not like it at all. "Comfort him", Wolfy added. How can I comfort him when I do not know what he is upset?

"Fuck" Oliver cursed as he left the bathroom. I walked behind him when I saw him changing to some sweat pants and a white V-neck shirt.

"Where are you going?" I asked him, which he of course, ignored me. He started walking out of the apartment and I followed him

"Are you seriously going to follow me while being naked?" Oliver stated and I blushed so hard. Fuck I forgot I was naked.

"Look as much I love seeing you naked, I do not want to kill everyone that will see you naked" Oliver added.

"I do not know where you put your cloth, can you show me?" I lied as I asked Oliver while the Mr. was waiting for the elevator to reach the last floor.

"You know where the closet is. Go and get something to wear" He said not buying my lie.

"No, if I went you will leave and I am going wherever the fuck you are going" I told him, which seem to piss him off.

"Sawyer you will not accompany me" He said harshly, which I replied back with a loud, "NO." Oliver did not reply or say anything. After few seconds he took my hand walked to the close and gave me shirt, boxer and shorts that somehow was able to fit.

I followed him when he left the apartment and he was not happy when he saw me inside the elevator with him. it was pissing him off. GOOD THIS IS WHAT I WANT!

"What happened?" I asked, waiting for an answer. After a long pause, Oliver sighed and then answered me.

"They have found a rogue around the pack house, but he is unconscious" I nodded understanding why he has to go, he is the alpha, of course, he has to be there so when the rogue will wake up. Because when the rogue does, Oliver will ask him or her what he is doing here.?

We took the car and the whole way to the pack house was quite, none of us mentioned what happened at his apartment and I could feel myself breathing well again. As much I wanted to do it, I was really not ready for it.

After 30 minutes of driving, I can finally see the forest and trees that indicates that we ae about to approach the pack house. I could feel myself panicking, as my panic attack started Oliver put his hands on mine and said,