A..Alpha? (boyxboy)

Chapter 5

"A..Alpha?" I cursed at myself, because I knew I said the word out loud and not in my fucking head. When I said the word Alpha, the Alpha himself turned his head so quickly that you would think he snapped his head. When saw me, the look he gave me made me want to cry and go back to my house and cancel this fucking photoshoot. It is as if he wants to kill me!

"Excuse me?" He said rudely. I held my hands together, as they started to shake. He just asked me what I said, why the hell am I getting nervous? Maybe it is from the hate in his eyes to me that made me wants to cry and vomit. Does he really hate me like all the other werewolves? I might not have lived with werewolves my whole life, but I know that they cannot live without their mate. Does he hate me? Am I to him like the rest of the pack? A worthless piece of shit. I wanted the comfort of my wolf but I cannot feel him anymore, the asshole.

"Nothing" I mumbled. His eyes turned red and he pushed to the wall so strong strong that it hurts me so much. If I was not a werewolf I bet you my back would have been broke. Looking up to him I can see that he is extremely angry, he looks as if he ready to kill a whole village. Fuck.

"When I ask a question, I expect a fucking answer" He said again this time punching the wall near my ears. I bet he could see how scared I am and when he said it, his voice was full of hate that I wanted the earth to fucking swallows me.

"He hates us" I told my wolf, as I could feel my tears are about to form and fall. "Sawyer" My wolf said, his voice was full of pain.

"I am talking to you" the alpha said, getting close to my face that I could feel his breath on my neck. It was giving me butterflies in my stomach. Sawyer your mate is going to fucking kill you, it is not your time to get horny."Sawyer look him in the eyes" I shook my head, which made the alpha hold my neck in a painful grip. "Look him in the eyes, he will know we are his mate" I was too scared to look him in the eyes. I cannot do this he hates me. I do not want to see the person that is supposed to love me actually hating me or wants to kill me. "Sawyer, please look him in the eye" I decided to obey my wolf, before our mate kills us.

I can feel my heart beating so loud as I raised my head slowly and took my time in doing so. I was scared if he looked me in the eye, he will see how pathetic and worthless I am and he will hate the fact I am his mate. As I took my time to look him in the eye, I saw him raising his hand read to punch me in the face. However, as I looked him in the eye, it took him few seconds to process something and then his face flipped and he stopped the processing of punching me. While his other hand that was gripping the hell out of my neck became loosen. As his hands reached his side, I started coughing and holding my neck to be sure I was fine. I knew what I just did; I confirmed to him that we were mates. Knowing that he was in shock about the fact we are mates, I decided to talk to him and being a professional in my job.

"Shall we start?" I whispered, he just nodded and walked to the middle of the room where the white sheet was. Looking at him from the back, you can see how perfect his body is. Sawyer stop looking at him, as if he is a piece of meat.

I walked to my cameras and took two of them as I moved to the center of the room. My mate was not looking at anyone or me, his face the whole time was looking at his feet. I was feeling anxious and awkward, I wanted his attention but I did not know how to do so. I started thinking how to call him, so I just coughed and he looked up. I showed him my camera and shook the camera to explain to him how I am about to start the photoshoot and he answered me with just a nod again.

The photoshoot was quite, we both said nothing and whenever I did not like anything I would ask him to turn without forming any word, which lead to me using my hands to explain to him what I wanted. After doing the photoshoot for about 5 minutes. When we finished I could hear footsteps and then I saw Andy as he walked to the Alpha. I turned my face to give them privacy.